Thank you mael.

To davechaos,

I am dealing with the same thing. I dished out the truth and gave my most pure and truthful thoughts to everyone around me (except my family because they are the same way) and they just couldn't handle it. I really believe that a lot of these fools I used to hang out with will just act and live such a fake reality and they will be comfortable with it too.

BUT

I know now that there is nobody to speak for them since I have left and they will happily continue to live a life of the most purest bullshit and fakeness that can ever be created. I can't speak for everyone during my lifetime and if people are just going to pretend that everything is ok, it is their fault. Not mine.

Fuck 'em.

I did acted the same thing when I had a girlfriend for the very few times I was lucky enough to get one BUT NOT ONCE did I ever say to myself that "this woman is the one for me" because I knew that she had thoughts REELING AND REELING in her head that she could do better and that there will be another one after me.

I'm disgusted but I am so happy I don't have to deal with any garbage like that anymore.

I know these people...... One time me and my friend was walking through the town and we met a group of kids in my age. The "leader" of the group yelled at us to stop so we did. My friend (Who comes from Iran) talked to the "Leader". I didn't hear what they said but it looked like the "leader" offended my friend. After a while we walked away. While we walked the "leader...." ran forth to my friend and said something like: Hey you mother ****er! I hope America nukes that f***ing nigga country Iran! Then my friend turned to him and was gonna say something to the "leader..." Then the "leader .... again" punched him. My friend got a nosebleed and ran away. Then the leader was gonna hit me too but I dodge and kicked him.... I know you souldent use violence but sometimes it's necessary..... And it feel good too..... >8)



I think this resembels your "situation"

Sorry for the late reply, but I deal with a lot of people like that as well. You are very right.

Some people that I have met in my past tried to joke around right away and say "oh yeah, you're a sand ni**er!". Now, I don't care much if they were someone who I knew for a while but if I know you for less than 20 minutes and you spew all that stupid sh*t to my face then I'm just going to stay away. The level of stupidity that has evolved from them is something that I can't tolerate and might create a violent reaction if I stay near them.

It doesn't happen much considering 90% of people I meet think I'm Italian or Spanish.

a board of canada fan? thats what i'm talkin about.

Hi there DayvanCowboy, glad you spoke up for what you believe in. I think being true to yourself is very important, a good basis for self respect.

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Hello scotsgirl. Thank you for your reply.

Sometimes I'm glad I did what I did and sometimes I'm not. Lately I'm just baffled that some of the people I know are ok dealing with these certain people. I think davechaos is right when he stated how some of my ex-friends just want to be controlled. That and also some of them just have no real spine.

Funny thing is, last month one of my ex-friends got married and the one guy who was at the head table was the same one who would talk soooo much garbage about his fiance around our entire group. I'm disgusted at the fact that he states how the marriage will never work and how she's weird and not right in the head when she isn't any of the things he mentions. She's just a strong minded woman who speaks up, but when he's around her she can't tell anything because he keeps his mouth shut until another night comes along where he just spews so much negativity about people while everyone else just wants to go out and enjoy the weekend without the pathetic gossip.

Sorry for the rant.

This post was last modified: 07-10-2008 11:25 AM by DayvanCowboy.

Hi there DayvanCowboy

You come across as a person who knows right from wrong and doesn't like injustice. Yeah, there are times when it may make life more difficult, but stick with it, it has it rewards too!

Thank you.