I am looking for anyone to write to who understands feeling lonely. I spend all of my energy trying to appear ok that I have little left for anything else. I only talk to my mother about being alone and depressed but I can not fully express my feelings to her because I make her sad that there is nothing she can do to help me.

So, is there anyone out there to write with?

I would....unfortunately im no good at writing.
you can still talk to me on here if you want.

This post was last modified: 03-15-2008 05:58 AM by Hijacc.

Hi Sarahlone, I welcomed you somewhere else but all do it again here Welcome

You should fined someone here. Just keep posting on different things and hopefully you well find someone to write/mail back and forth with. I know what you mean about discussing things with ye parents tho. I could not do that ether. Not every thing Ive felt in life. Would upset um to much. Well, I think they probably know I get lonely, But still.

ps Hijacc. write - mail, same thing lol

bye lol

ok later dude

What is up Sarah?

Just kinda tired of pretending to be happy when I am not. I do not have any real friendships. My last friend split on me. We became friends at a lonely point in her life and well, she is no longer alone and has no more time for me. I smile alot at work so people think life is grand for me....I think. They are all in a relationship of some kind and are always chatting about their plans. I come home and sit and then sit some more listening to my own breathing. Days like today I often wonder how much of this I can take. A holiday is coming and just like all the others I will either be working or home alone, I do not know which is worse. I usually get stuck working because everyone knows that I am alone and those who are not like to have holidays off to spend with friends and family.

When I do decide to let someone know that I am lonely they ask for my number and promise to call but never do. I fell pry to jerk guys who apparently smelled my loneliness from miles away and off course used me so I do not want to date. Sucks to be me.

Thank you! You don't have to be good at writing, anything is better than nothing at all