Ok, no problem Frizbit. Sorry, maybe I have got it wrong. Then I apologize and also thank you for your friendly jest. Lately I'm more used to unfriendly jests, maybe that's why often I can't stand some kind of humour.

okay, is this a male-only thread or something? lol Why are you ignoring my comments?

Many lament the breakdown of immediate community. Some even blame deterioration of organizational skills and even laziness outright. Some accept drifting apart as natural, while others denounce it as downright stupid and rude. In any case, we are lonely and unhappy, useless or else disposable. And so, poidog, I propose that we discuss highly functional social networking and imbedment, how to intentionally motivate and cultivate helpful connections as long term resources.

i think i am. disposable.

my past relationships tells me so. and the one i have now, i think (tho i hope not) would somehow fail.

i'm trying everything i can to make myself felt everyday.. things arent the same like when we first became "us". it has only been a couple of weeks, but it feels like things have changed. or he's changed. i still am excited seeing him, talkin to him, kissing him... from him though, i feel like im just one of his schedules for the day/week. like im just someone he needs to meet up and be finished with... i want this to work, but iono, the more im in this relationship the more i feel as if im being rejected. *sob*

I'm sure that you have everyone's sympathy. We've all had similar experiences. But have you a question? What can we do for you?

i guess my question is: am i expecting too much?

Better questions might be:
What is possible? And: What do you need or want?

The question was... Am I expecting to much?

Hi Gibo, Well from what I read, I don't think that your expecting to much, they seem like quite natural feelings to me.

i want things to be like what they were before.. well at least close to that..

i think so too.. he called me up at work.. and when i answered, i immediately knew it was him.. during the convo, he asked "is everything ok?" so i told him how i felt.. and he just said the things he always say, that he's busy with work.. that theyre preppin for their company anniversary.. and that "you are for me and i am for you. thats all there is to it." which was the first time i ever heard him say those words... so again, i melted because i thot it was really sweet.. but this thursday night, we'll be seeing eachother, yeah we're goin out on a date.. and he said that he needs to talk to me cuz he feels he needs to makeup for something he's not really sure of (prolly regarding to what i said).

Hi Gibo

Well it's good that he called you at work, and you told him how you felt. Maybe thats all he needed to hear.