I'm so sick of being human. Having emotions. What purpose does it serve, other than to amplify one's life. for once, I just want to experience life without the burden of feelings. I want to not cry everytime a certain guy doesn't call ~roll eyes~, or stare at a beautiful sky and feel all uplifted like a fool. I just want to not feel anything for once in this miserable existence. Not be aware that I AM miserable. With all the medical breakthroughs, you would think someone would've found a cure for emotions by now. I mean, what really is the reason??? I think I am willing to trade the small joy I feel occasionally for the extinction of the great heartache and lonliness I have to experience on a daily basis. I don't think I would miss a damn thing. I would be more rational and sensible. I'd help without hesitation. I'd be unmoved, unaffected and single minded. Nothing would matter anymore and that's perfectly fine with me.
Sick of being human ? Do U want to be a machine ? lol!!! >> I don't think I would miss a damn thing. You would.
>>I would be more rational and sensible. I'd help without hesitation. I'd be unmoved, unaffected and single minded. Nothing would matter anymore and that's perfectly fine with me.<< Sensible would gone with the rest of humanity. And what do U mean by saying "would help without hesitation ?" ? That is not true. You help cuz you have feelings and not the instructions, well unless you would be some kind of robot and have this in your program.
You have to remember that to an extent emotions are a survival mechanism. The Amygdala, Limbic system and such house our primal emotions, without fear and rage we would probably would have been wiped out by gorillas or tigers or something. Without the will to have sex that other parts of our brain and hormones release, we probably would never reproduce. And as social creatures things like guilt and admiration have driven us to stay in our communities.
As shitty as emotions can be, they are the main reason our species is still thriving and raping the Earth screwing over all the other species (Except for the ones we have chosen to ruin by domestication).
The world would be a reeeeally boring place without emotions. Sure, emotions may have been the cause of countless personal and world-wide disasters, but I think that's balanced up by all the good it brings. With every upside there's a downside. That's life, and that's what keeps us going
Still it's hard to just get by. It seems so meaningless to try When all I want to do is cry. Who would ever know I felt so sad?
Even though I get so high, I know that I will never fly And when I fall out of the sky, who'll be standing by?
Equaliberium i think thats how you spell it is a good movie about this, the movie takes place after i presume ww3 and there is a new civilisation emerging that has placed emotions as the ultimate enemy and produces a drug to stop them and wages war against the ppl outside the ppl who feel as 'sense-offenders' and any art, books, music etc is burned as it illicts emotions from us and is a possible source of future "taint" and follows a elite sense offender hunter who kills his partner after he finds out his partner is one then he stops taking it after some events and yeh its really interesting a good look at what it would be like without emotions
Midnight feathers falling from the clear blue sky coming down to the abyss, grace has abandoned them and left them to drift alone, angels without wings can not fly
well....I awaked everyday serching for signs that a spaceship might come and beem me to a galexy beyound this deminsion too.lol
I did took the route of puming my system with mind altering, mood changing substance. I saw a lot of wierd shit, I tell ya. I was way out there. I was thinking I had a sixth sence or even a 7th.lol That was no good.....being numb all the time. I'd wake up with strangers in my bed. She looked like she was from another planet too. I had damn bruses all over me and my wallet was empty.lol Did someone mention what gose up must come down ?????
I think I was trying to mentally and emotionally shut down as a defencsive machenism. I either experiecne turama and/or lack coping skills.
But walking into a cave without a flash light would be totally screwies... So damaging my CNS or shuting it down is not such a good idea.
well, I don't think the mothership is coming back for me anytime soon. Taking legel or illegel drugs wasn't the answers I was looking for.
For better or for worst. I don't belive I'll ever be here on this plain in this moment in time again. The earth will never be the same as it is right here right now. Life here on earth will never be the same again.
In the grand sceheme of things... I guess 80-100 earth reverlution around the sun is but a flash. Maybe I am a being from another realm gathering data of the human experince.
Or maybe I'm a spiritaul being having a human experince...some would say.
Or maybe I'm a part of that bigger thing that some would term "god" experincing a part of the alpha and the omega (truth).
Or maybe...I'm just wierd.lmao
Never the less here I am. I'm trying to take it all end as best as I can. I ate some ice cream today...Life can be pretty sweet at times.
I came, I saw, I kicked Ass
This post was last modified: 09-05-2008 03:08 AM by Lonesome Crow.
Yes, yes I do. I want to be something like Data from Star Trek. He and his most awesome positronic brain. I don't think the world would be that worse off if we were all like Datas. I don't mean if we were all androids, because of course that's impossible, but more like just clearly rational, unaffected humans. We wouldn't wage wars because we'd be able to completely grasp the consequences. We'd rationally resolve our differences through communication and understanding. Rape, murder, and suicide, all obliterated. All the world's problems would be solved if humans were emotionless creatures. Sure, life would be pretty plain and anticlimactic, but imagine all we can accomplish. I know I'm treading on foreign ground. who know's what life would actually be like if humans had less or no emotions, all I know is, Data is kick-ass.
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