I agree with the others. One thing on suicide I read: You have to deal with life while you're living, but you'll have to deal with death when you are dead. You don't know what is on the other side, so hang in there until your natural time to leave. Even though the pain may be unbearable now, you have NO IDEA what it will be like even 2 weeks from now. You may meet a nice new friend. You may hit the lotto! You may get a great new job. You may just start feeling better! Give life a chance. You are still so young.