Im not gonna lie to you. I cry like a bi*** and...... yeah.

OK I well be honest here and if any of my friends read this on here then don't worry am fine.

yesterday I had, had no drink as that normally is when I start to feel down. But I was thinking about my life and how I am 33 and nearly been living alone for nearly half my live. Well be when I get to 40. And that I dont see anything that's going to change that as I fined it hard to get attracted to anyone. I did cry my eyes out. Not done that in a looooong time but I had my headphones on lessening to music, Not even slow music, anyway I just felt so low and the tears come flooding down my face. I don't know whether are not that made me feel better but ye all admit that I feel like I have no one and have lost every one and have nothing in common with anyone and that yesterday made me cry and cry like a little baby and at 33 that should not be happening.

I dont cry...and this reallly upsets me. I dunno how but depression and loneliness has made me very strong from inside...but thats not a good thing. Sometimes i really feel like venting out my feelings and cry but i am unable to...I wish I could coz there are so many things that i feel need to get out.

It depends, maybe once every few weeks. It usually happens when I have an overload of emotions that I haven't found an outlet for. I think it's a really good thing to be able to cry, to me it's a huge relief to just let all those emotions out. I never let anyone notice though.

Almost never. Can't remember the last time. It is not a thing of strength, it isn't a thing of control. It isn't toughing it out. It isn't that things don't have an effect on me. It isn't that i have managed to avoid emotional traumas. It is simply that something died in me long ago and it just doesn't seem to be there anymore.

Almost never. Crying for me has always been a tear or two. I don't really understand how people can bawl(sp). Usually when I feel like crying, I can't. Even though I wish I could.

I haven't cried over a personal hardship since I was... probably 11? I really don't know why, I suspect I'm just detached and calloused at this point. Even when I know that I should be sad, and most people would consider my place in life to be pretty miserable, I can't muster enough self-pity to shed a tear. I just don't care, I guess.

Embarrassingly enough, fictional characters and artifice tend to get me more emotionally distraught than my own life. Like I said, I haven't cried over dead pets, ended relationships, or friendlessness, but I have wept over:
- the death of Dumbledore
- two Michael Moore documentaries (he's very good at being emotionally manipulative)
- the ending of Juno (a movie which I didn't even really like)
- any movie by Gregg Araki
- the ending of Final Fantasy X

Living vicariously does strange things to a person.

I understand that completely, I can only remember 1 or 2 times in the past half decade or more where I've cried for myself, and they were all immediately after the death of very close family. Even then it wasn't very much.

Fictional events however cause me to cry proper tears.

-Sora's ending in ever17- Cried sorrowful tears for a love that could never be
-Tsugumi's ending in ever17-Cried manly tears for a man who lived and died by his code of honour
-Almost anything written by Hans Christian Anderson (sp) makes me cry
-Parts of clannad
- My dog Marimo

Doesn't mean you don't want to...it can be so frustrating because you can't make what's inside you have any impact on the outside world.

I havent cried in years. There are times when I feel like I should be crying, when I want to cry, when I NEED to cry, but nothing happens. I'm a nervous wreck 70% of the time and an emotional stump the rest. I dont cry, but the pain builds up and I wish I could vent. I'm only 16 but I can see the boring future I am doomed to inherit. I have such good friends and a good environment to prosper, but I'm just not getting it....I'm derailing my own future without meaning to. I can see myself alone and depressed 10years down the road from now. All my friends are going their seperate ways without me, I see all this but I do nothing about it. Sometimes I wish I could have a good ol' pillow hugging cryfest, but that's not going to happen....as good as it sounds.

Those pillow hugging cry fests dont do me any good. They just make me feel pathetic afterward. Im a grown man bawling like a baby, and all i can think aboy while i do is that after im done itll all be the same. The tears dont fix anything. No sympathy awaits, just the same problems and a wet pillow.