Nothing wrong with being a drama queen sometimes. I could seriously relate to everything you wrote. I would give up everything, EVERYTHING, to be together with that one person

True, I think we all play the drama queen when where feeling down. Nothing wrong with that or a good rant. one of the same thing really.

But ye like you could have the most expensive house and car in the world. Means nothing if your sate in your 10 bedroom house with all the on sweet bathrooms if your there alone.

i play the Lotto every week. just £2 a week. but you know I often think that I would not wont to acutely win it. Cos then I would have all that cash and still be in the same vote am in now. That I think would just make things moor frustrating for me. I only continue to play cos like stupid me I have the same numbers every week so if I did not put it on and the numbers come out lol yea I would still be kicking my self. So I kinder made a rod for my own back there huh