hi, i just wanted to say to rexnj, that i feel the same way; i have no friends and i'm lonely but i still push everybody away, because i lost my trust in people and i can't even talk to them , but i don't think you should FORCE yourself to be more social, you can force yourself if i ever learned something about loneliness is that we often try to change ourselves in hope of making new friends, but now after around two yesars of trying to change myself i kno this is the worst way to resolve your problems, i think we should never force ourselves to be something else then ourself, because if you just pretend to be something you are not you'llnever be happy, just be YOU, and maybe this won't solve your problemes, but you'll sure feel better then pretending...trust me, i'm talking from my own experience, i've already been throught this and i know it's not the wright way...but then again you don't have to listen to me, just listen to your heart, listen to you! and don't lose hope!

a kiss and a big smile!