Guys, I really don't know what to do anymore. I'm sick everyday. I feel miserable, and very lonely inside.

Please you guy reply. I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't see the whole point of why I even exist. I can't even look at a girl without feeling panicky.

oh nevermind it doesn't matter. Nothing ever gonna change. Why do I even bother to post on here? Been better off dead

You post here because you want change. You need to be that change in your life, by standing up and doing something - anything.

Chris 2

I know that life can be tough. A famous person once said that the greatest fear is fear itself. To overcome the negative, you have to see the positive side of life. It seems that all your life you have felt depress and lonely. But to experience the joy of life, you have to be willing to take a risk. To explore the opportunities. To give the people around you a chance to get to know you, the real you. I used to be sad and depressed. But when I realized that life is not about other people making you happy, but it is up to you to make other people around you feel happy and welcome. You will make more friends this way.

And if there is someone out there that gives you a hard time, just ignore them. People like that will never make a lot of friend. I've read your other posts, and I was in your shoes during college. I hope that things will be better for you in the near future. Feel free to reach out to me.

Chriiiiiiisssssssssssssss cheer up!. It's not yet the end of the world. There are alot of thing around you.. Make use of you time and yourself. You have to face your fears. It's only you who can solve it. The only thing that we could do is to give you our support and advice.

You have to get out from your shell, you have to explore things around you. Try to know somebody-make friends.. Be yourself, Chris. A HI or HELLO, or even a SIMPLE SMILE will make a difference. Try to give yourself a little test to overcome your fears. It doesn't matter if they will lend you only a little time of conversiation or they only smile back at you or they ignore you. Heck with them! At least, you surpass the boundery of fears you have when approching a girl. It's not you alone that have those problems, many people have that too. Im a little of that, sometimes. Well Hey, we are not perfect and no one is perfect. Every one has fears. It is like, when you fall, you stand up back on your feet. Chin up, dont think about who looking at you and you tell youself, "hey, we all stands on the the same ground, so we're only even".

I agree with tt

i think you should get out and go for a walk and get some fresh air.

I know every morning I wake up feeling miserable and depressed.

but remember were pulling for you, were all in this together


We all care for you here and I hope things start to get better.

remeber when your feeling down think

*kitties*





so warm and fuzzy

Ignored One is right Chris.You need to make yourself do something to change things or they never will.I know it's hard,but you can do it.You can change things.I used to be alot like you thinking my life would always be the same.Then I realized it would stay the same if I never did anything to change it.I have taken some big steps in changing mine and I'm so much happier.But no one can do it for you,you have to do it for yourself.Take it one step at a time.It can get better Chris,trust me.