Well...if your weight is depressing you, why not go on a diet or maybe exercise?

that causes a whole new bag of problems ,i guess people who have never been fat dont realize the damage done to the body .you see famous people like oprah and she looks great believ me she had reconstructive surgery.
once skin is stretched out it doesnt go back.
ever since last year iwhen i started thinking im 35 now its now or never tmecame3 monthes before my 35th bday when i started to panick sice then i have lost 40 kilos thats like 60 pounds just by starving myself ,i fear the rebound but to lose that much in a short amount of time makes things hang ,boobies,stomach inner thighs ,everything feels very soft and wiggles you start to become ver uncomfortable in your own skin like you are wearing a fat suit sliding around on you.i was actually more comfortable fat,now i am in between still need to lose another 60 to be back to regular size however after that i will need sugery to remove and relift everything,cant afford it.which will leave me again feeling depessed because i wont want anyone to see me or touch me then,so again i doubt i will find love.money may not buy you love but it allows the possabilites of just about anything.if you por you better be young or geogeous.

so yea most people think i havent tried to find ways to come home and yet i have exhausted most,same with the weight i have been doing it but even after loseing weight i am still a fat girl when the clothes come off unless i can afford the sugeries ,then i would feel better .
still i wish i could find a man who doesnt care about it but e all know there isnt any such thing some men will continue to love wives who became that way because they have memories of what a cute lil thing she was.

still trying to lose weight tho i havent stopped just t has slowed down since i 1st started.eating vegtables all the time gets tireing but i want my life back more than i want that quck satisfaction of something good to eat .tho i still cant resist the sugar ,im trying

I'm still looking for a nice girl to be with. I tried to approach a girl once, but it turns out that she's just using me. I'm a bit dissapointed. Traumatized by her. Now I don't know where to find a good girl. It seems so hard to find them.