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silverblackvoid_ll Junior Member    Posts: 44 Group: Registered Joined: Aug 2008 Status: Offline Reputation
MyMood:  Points: 356.60 [View Inventory] | killing loneliness
what you guys do to kill loneliness. i play my guitar and crank music loudly. but in the end, i feel more lonely. the subconscious phase of metaphysical existence.
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| 08-21-2008 12:21 AM | |
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Lonesome Crow Drowning into you      Posts: 729 Group: Registered Joined: Aug 2008 Status: Offline Reputation
MyMood: None Points: 2,380.10
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I'm not sure.... Maybe i am lonely becuase I come to this site alot.lol
That last time I felt lonely or alone...it didn't matter what I did. I can be in a room full of people and still be lonely. I think it was more of I felt alone than lonely...dose that make sence ?
I have hobbies. I fly r/c model and build them. I also belong to a flying club. I also play the guitar, I use to record and write music to kill the time. I clean house, read, write... stuff like. I made myself leave my house everyday for a couple of hour just so my mind can clear up. Sometimes I feel more like crap if I see couples being lovbie dobie I use to go to functions just to be around people. Bascailly stay active.
I don't beliving in god or a HP so I won't feel alone anymore..that dosn't work for me anymore.
I'm not doing any of that stuff at the moment becuase I'm in a weird zone. I'm not sure how i feel. maybe if I feel lonely or desperate I'd get up and go do something about my life. Maybe feeling lonely might be a step for me...i don't know. I think i just don't care anymore or i gave up. Maybe it'll pass..I don't know. Like they say "this too shall pass"
I just got done mediating...just sitting still and emptying out my mind and being in the moment. This way I don't think so god damn much. Most of my fear, worries are thoughts generated. I'm just sitting here...there's nothing wrong with me. This post was last modified: 08-21-2008 03:00 AM by Lonesome Crow. |
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| 08-21-2008 01:46 AM | |
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Bluey Fishing in the rivers of life       Posts: 3,987 Group: Registered Joined: Mar 2007 Status: Offline Reputation
MyMood:  Points: 4,757.60 [View Inventory] | RE: killing loneliness
I have my headphones on and music coming fro as loud as it can be. I dance and act a prat Its all good 
I have some PM's I should reply back to but not yet. Am not in the mood for nothing but being silly and lessening to music right now. *Dose a dance* |
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| 08-21-2008 03:25 AM | |
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loketron grilled cheese connoisseur      Posts: 630 Group: Registered Joined: Jul 2008 Status: Offline Reputation
MyMood:  Points: 1,562.30 [View Inventory] | RE: killing loneliness
i try my damndest not to play sad music like cursive or bright eyes, but i seem to love pushing myself deeper when im sad. playing the guitar doesnt help either. to kill sadness i go find one of my buddies and let it out. then i dont have to cheer myself up, someone else does it for me. *sigh* ***song of now*** Muse - "Starlight" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-c94VVU7zc |
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| 08-21-2008 04:17 AM | |
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NeverMore Hibernating....*yawns*       Posts: 1,783 Group: Registered Joined: Nov 2007 Status: Offline Reputation
MyMood:  Points: 452.67 [View Inventory] | RE: killing loneliness
I play video games and escape reality for a bit or I sleep, things always seem a little better when you sleep on them May the stars carry your sadness away, May the flowers fill your heart with beauty, May hope forever wipe away your tears, And, above all, may silence make you strong. |
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| 08-21-2008 08:57 AM | |
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evanescencefan91 Professionally Crazed Fan       Posts: 1,981 Group: Registered Joined: Nov 2007 Status: Offline Reputation
MyMood:  Points: 1,926.60 [View Inventory] | RE: killing loneliness
ya i sleep a lot when i'm feeling lonely,
if i could spend the rest of my life in suspeneded animation, sign me up sweet raptured light, it ends here tonight |
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| 08-21-2008 09:01 AM | |
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Jeremi Senior Member      Posts: 457 Group: Registered Joined: Mar 2007 Status: Offline Reputation
MyMood:  Points: 435.30
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I play some video games, or some guitar, or I just get on the internet, either to this site, or just random funny sites. Nothing really kills the loneliness though, but it keeps my mind occupied ^^ Still it's hard to just get by. It seems so meaningless to try When all I want to do is cry. Who would ever know I felt so sad?
Even though I get so high, I know that I will never fly And when I fall out of the sky, who'll be standing by? |
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| 08-21-2008 09:18 AM | |
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Sanal You talkin to me?       Posts: 1,072 Group: Registered Joined: Aug 2008 Status: Offline Reputation
MyMood: None Points: 71.60
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i m here when i feel lonely I m not begging you to love me.. I m not really even asking you.. But isnt it alright.. If I cherish that hope in my heart.. If I dream of just holding your hand.. It will hurt me, not you.. I will try to keep my eyes from shining when they see you.. And I promise.. I will try not to smile a special smile when you say hello.. but, please.. Dont ask me.. Not to love you.. |
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| 08-21-2008 09:28 AM | |
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PieBeNice Member     Posts: 63 Group: Registered Joined: Aug 2008 Status: Offline Reputation
MyMood:  Points: 164.60 [View Inventory] | RE: killing loneliness
It depends because when i'm alone it doesn't necessarily mean i'm bored and vice versa but like if I am bored I'd just like go on the internet or listen to music. rawr |
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| 08-21-2008 11:44 AM | |
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hawk9007 Beautiful, but misunderstood     Posts: 93 Group: Registered Joined: Mar 2008 Status: Offline Reputation
MyMood:  Points: 537.20 [View Inventory] | RE: killing loneliness
i dont really get lonely, i get depressed sometimes, but if that happens i like to pump my mind full with positive memories and good times. Do we exist? and if we do how can you prove it?
In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been given I am what I am -Five Finger Death Punch- |
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| 08-21-2008 12:53 PM | |
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