Dear Leo,
You came into my life from the street and everything changed. I didn't know you, but I wanted to. You left, and I walked the streets hoping to see you and your angel. Time brought you back, but you were enough to ruin everything, so the only thing I could do was send you away. When I spoke to you, the words were forced. I can't help it, we are too different, we can't be together. You showed me your wings and from there on haunted my thoughts. You are an infatuation, and I miss you. In the end, I recognize that you will burn my empire down. You're arsenic in my ice cream. You are a burning ball of anxiety that turbulently spins throughout my torsoe. Now you're gone. It wasn't meant to be. I don't respect your morals Leo, you are selfish. This letter is the secret. It's the sad and sorry truth. We could've been great friends, but in the end, you would always be waiting or attempting something that will never be...You and I. You want me as I could be and not how I am. That's not love or friendship Leo. If you wanted me, you would've had to shown me that I am all you see in this world. But all you see is yourself, so yourself is all you shall have. You let him believe you can heal him, Leo! That's not fair. You give him hope, but when he's gone, that's all you gave him. I don't believe the things you say. You talk, talk, talk....and it's all lies. You've yet to back up anything you have said to me. It's a small town Leo, and when you do things like what you did in the cafe', (that's right, I know about that) it gets back around pretty quick. That's okay, because as you know by now, I lied on the phone to you today. I can't see you anymore because of how you act. Everyone who loves me says to stay away from you. No worries, life will work out for the both of us. I hope you took a good look at my face for the last time. I quit you.

Your Ex-Friend,
Lost Leo

Dear Rudi,
I miss you my friend. I'm sorry we parted ways so many years ago. Last time I spoke to you, I couldn't understand a word you were saying. Although to my knowledge, you are alive and well, I can't help but to feel like I've lost a great friend. Why did we make all those silly choices? You are the only person from my 'childhood' that I really trusted. When you were deported, I grew up. Life changed...it had to. I'm okay old friend, i'm okay. We made it. I hope the woman you spoke of makes you eternally happy, you've earned it. I saw your brother almost a year ago, he's just like you, but then again, he's not you. Until I see you again, there will always be a piece of me missing. Still I can promise, you will always have a friend in me. I hope you are well.

Missing You,
AMC

letter to myself

Get up off your lazy butt, go do something, anything, just sitting around all day waiting is not doing you any good.  What are you waiting for anyway, nothing, noone is going to phone, noone is going to come round because you have no friends, why do you keep the house so clean and tidy, noone is going to see it, unless you get out there you will never meet anyone, ah but you ask how do I make friends, you dont, coz no one likes you noone ever rings or gets back to you so you must be a pretty unlikeable person, you are right just stay at home and wallow in self pity its where you belong

x

could u pls give me ur number?msn?yahoo?skype?anything u would like to give. i ring u, let me ring u.
shino

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could u pls give me ur number?msn?yahoo?skype?anything u would like to give. i ring u, let me ring u.
shino
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Why?

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r u asking me why i wanted to ring u?because i read ur letter,i can understand ur clean and tidy house, noone comes in,i know that feeling.and u wrote that noone ring u. then i think, maybe i could be that one who rings u. thats all. i even dont know if i will say something on the phone,cos im a quiet person. but if i ring u ,at least u will feel that there is someone knows ur exist,she understands the way u live.just relax,im just trying to response to people.thats also a help for myself. open.

Shinojuly,

Apropos of almost nothing, you are one of the kinder human beings that inhabit this planet. For what this prayer is worth, may only good things happen to you.

ss7.

Shinojuly,

Thank you for that, it's good to know I am not the only one in the world feeling this way, and sorry I was having a really bad day when I posted that, most days are pretty bad but I am used to that, then one comes along and a really wanted to let it out, and I ended up here. As for the contact with you I am again sorry but no thank you, I am not totally alone my partner would not understand why I was here so thank you again I hope you find someone to comunicate with soon.


ss7

Thank you for the prayer, I will take it and keep it with me.

Shino, that is a kind offer, I would like to give you my IM/number. I will PM ya

Guest,

The prayer is yours to keep. The nice thing about prayer is that the variable costs of production are zero.

Nerdy 'n limp quips aside, I do hope you find a solution to whatever problems you are going through. And stay positive. I know, I know... easier said than done!

Best of luck,
ss7.