Cathedral

There's nothing special about me. I'm a young, lonely male adult diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome and ADHD. Wherever I go, be it online or in real life, I have great difficulty in communicating with people. I have no understanding of body language, I tend to get "stuck" in conversations very frequently, I'm slow when it comes to decisions or thinking, etc. There are no support groups where I live, I don't have a car nor driver's license, I can't travel, and I'm dirt poor. I have hardly anyone to help me. Life is about as lonely as it gets for me.

I was emotionally abused and neglected when I was a child, now it doesn't seem like anyone in my family truly cares about me. I don't have any friends, period. The only person in my life right now is my former foster mother. I don't know what I would do without her.

I don't have many interests. Music, gaming (barely play games anymore), Internet surfing, computers, and that's about it. My life is just so empty, yet the days just sweep on by. When is my life going to finally start?