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I went to a psychiatrist today and it was such a terrible experiences :( I don't know why this happens to me. I was nice and polite and just wanted to get help beacuse I struggle so much with my mom's suicide. But ... she didn't give a honeysuckle about me. no empathy. Didn't really care what I had...

Thank you. No, unfortunately there are no support groups here for anything like this in my area. The only support groups here are for anti-alcoholics. Besides that there is only one on one therapy, which I am already doing.

My mom committed suicide 4 months ago. It hurts so much. I don't know what to do anymore. I have no one I am close to. No one who is there for me. I am reaching out online in support chatrooms and forums. I am seeing a doctor and going to a therapist. ... but nothing helps. Nothing makes...

My loneliness is killing me, I can't stand it any longer. Nothing ever helps, I tried so many things and nothing works. I am unable to build a connection to other people and it seems like it will never change. I will just live the rest of my life in agony.

Can I have an invite?

I never called him an ******* or a liar, that are your words. I just expressed my disappointment. People told me that he doesn't come around on a daily basis after I made my post that you are so upset about right now. Why do you want to continue discussing it? It is only going in circles at...

It was just a joke. I told you that it was just a joke and I wasn't being serious. But you decided that you don't want to believe me.

I am not treating anyone as "disposable for my use". I think we should stop here. This discussion isn't going anywhere.

I talked to some people about it after it happened. What does that have to do with you assuming that I am expecting people to be here 24/7? I waited for about 10 days.

Do you want to start discussing this again? I guess it doesn't matter what I respond to that. You didn't believe what I said back then and it probably won't be any different now. I never gave anyone there a reason to not believe me what I am saying. Please go ahead and ask other people who saw...

I am not expecting anyone to answer my PMs 24/7. And no one has to be here everyday. What makes you come to this conclusion. If you take a look at his post and my post complaining about him, you can see that they are around 10 to 11 days between them. So I waited for 10 days, no one has to be...

I am trying to talk to everyone on the forum who is interested. I am giving everyone here in this forum a chance. When someone offers to talk but then he never comes back here. The result is that you can't talk to that person. It's quite simple. How is this going to help or how should it work...

I normally do give people more than enough opportunities to talk to me. It happens very rarely that this is not the case. One of those cases was the ALL chatroom. And you are probably making your assumptions based on our interactions in the ALL chatroom. It wasn't really a pleasant encounter...

Should I even bother writing here anymore? It doesn't seem to be going anywhere :(

You say you want to talk and be friends. But in the end you never replied to my message. That sucks. People come here and say: let's talk and let's be friends. But in the end they don't care about it. "Although experience tells me not to hold my breath". Looks like you were right.