Recent content by Lena

Lately, I have been talking to about 3 boys through text message who wanted to be my friend. All of them hit on me, but they were hitting on other girls too so I just didn't pay any attention to what they tell me. It makes me feel like crap when guys build me up just for me to find out that they...

Well, he wrote me out of the blue and I expressed to him everything I expressed to you guys here and he said he finds me attractive and all this other stuff. He's clearly confused and I started getting as confused as him, so I cut him off. I'm not contacting him anymore. I must have cried a...

Actually, he has stated that he's detached so I don't think he cares. :'(

First of all, thank you all for your replies and input on the situation. I do agree that this was an unstable friendship. I think it was because he is so strong on the attracted or not attracted factor rather than the friendship all along when I was only and genuinely his friend since day 1. He...

ME0W. This is me!!

Okay, so I became friends with a boy I met on Myspace in 2008 ( I know it's lame but yeah. ) He contacted me first wanting to be friends and at the time he liked this one girl. I told him as long as he didn't hit on me, I'd be his friend. He wanted advice from me about her and so I gave it to...

So, I haven't been here in a while and the reason is, I've been living my life too busy trying to NOT feel lonely and actually get out and talk to people. Well, guess what? I'm even hurt more now than before, and if that's not worse, I feel like shutting off from EVERYBODY now and not ever...

I'm moving into a really bad place now. I feel like there is no other way...

I'm sitting here crying feeling like I'm going to have a heart attack. I'm sick of going through this. I'm SICK. Things just keep getting worse and worse. *I* keep getting worse and worse. I fell back into an old habit of self discipline. I couldn't help it. I'm so angry at myself I don't know...

Hi LonelyInBC, I enjoyed reading this post because you had a lot of good points. I appreciate that you and your daughter found my music pleasing to the ears. I agree with most of what your saying. The only part I struggle with is the " Life is what you make it " - I just don't feel like that...

Don't feel like you sound cheap, it's not your responsibility or anyone's for me to be happy or to see the bright side of the tunnel... It's all me, my life, my perception, the God's or whoever is watching over me. I gave up my phone, finally. I don't want it anymore.. there's nothing else I...

Thank you .. Today is one of the worst days of my life & I dont want to be bothered by ANYBODY in this house today. I thouggt my story was decent enough to get approved, but it didnt even get that! I'm soooo bitter & ANGRY. I swear on everything I am one of those people in life who has a...

I'm starting to get frustrated and starting to feel bad about my story. ANA still hasn't contacted me about my story being approved and tomorrow is when judging begins. If my story does not get approved, I'm not writing another one. I'm over my luck. Forget it. If it doesn't happens, it...

I'm dumb. Always acting on my impulses.. I wanted to take my photos down, but now I'm not allowed. >: (

It's easier said than done....