Whenever I feel this way, I remember that I have pulled myself out from my lowest point in life, and survived some honeysuckle, so I know that I CAN get what I go for if I try.
But its difficult given my circumstances, and there is fear of failure. By "failure" I mean reaching that point where efforts...
Alright, I am done complaining and crowning myself king of failures.
It's obviously much more productive to identify specific problems and deal with them individually. I have a number of smaller issues which are creating the biggest issue: My lack of self confidence. I don't mean confidence as...
Bantering with some coworkers, who are kind of like friends. We never meet outside of work.
But honestly, any social situation where I'm getting along with everyone works.
I have an easier time climbing Everest with no legs
Im still KING
I am now the official king of social outcasts.
No real friends since I was 14. No chance at having sex or regarded as more than a creep. No chance at social happiness.
And on top of that, due to a series of past events, working my ass off will still probably not get me the life I want...