Recent content by Unwanted94

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Apes you say? Hm... you must be referring to evolution. It's been awhile since I've acknowledged that.... Sometimes I wonder if I should return to reality......... nah, I bet better not. :cool:

^ I have my driver's license, and I've been making myself get out a bit more than usual. I don't make conversation with strangers. Sometimes, someone may approach me, but I know that they want something, which is money. Those con artists that go about asking for money. Within the last 30 days...

This. +1 I really appreciate your enthusiasm, but I don't regret not looking anymore. I became convinced that no one could ever love me for the person that I am, and you're right about seeing homeless and drug addled people with lovers. But my mind's elsewhere now. I figured that if it's...

Yes, as a matter of fact I have. But now I'm so focused on digging myself out of the hole that I'm in, getting away from here. I have goals in life, but it literally seems like I'm cursed. You get the picture... Also, I have had an interest in psychedelics since I was pretty young. Here I am...

I managed to convince myself that I'm an alien of some sort. So yeah, I can relate. It's debilitating.

Suicide.

If I make it to 34, which I'm hoping I don't, and I really doubt I will, I see myself in this same situation: no family, no friends. I don't desire to have children, but I'd still want to be part of a family and have friends. I don't have any friends now, and I'm drifting away from my so called...

None whatsoever. :)

You live in your truck? Interesting. I thought about trying something like that, but I have a sedan. Just a little 4 door. I really want to get away from here...it'd be a dream come true... but everything's so expensive when you're all on your own.

This looks like a passage straight out of one of my journals. I used to cut. I understand how tempting it can be and how relieving it can be too. But yeah, I mean, you should try some psychedelics or something that will help shift your perspective for the better... like... cannabis. ^_^

I think you might be right about that. I'm pretty surprised how common depression really is. I can usually spot it from a mile away.

Tell me about it. >_>

^ I'm just not wasting time on looking anymore.If it happens, it happens. If it not, then whatever. But I'm not going to rely on someone else to make me happy. I actually find that kind of silly. As far as a career, that is something I think about every single day. I have ideas, there are things...

How was your year? What are your plans for 2015? What are your expectations? Do you have any?