Recent content by Weakness-

A year, though it feels like an eternity.

Normally, my best friend. But lately I've been planning on committing suicide because I'm just tired of hurting.

Before, not that much. I'd think about it every once in a while. Now it's almost like a casual thing to think about. I even have different plans of action if and when I decide to go through with it.

Dear Billy, I wish you could just open your eyes for once. It's obvious that she doesn't love you, so please stop torturing yourself with the memories. You're starting to worry me and piss me off at the same time. I'm trying to help you get passed this but at the same time, you're pushing me...

They dated a year ago but she broke it off. He still has pretty strong feelings for her, it kinda breaks my heart to see that.

Me again. I visited him yesterday and we took a trip out to New Jersey to visit a friend of ours. It was a fun time and it made me happy to see him smile for once.

I thought about doing that actually :). Hopefully, he'll accept it.

A close friend of mine is very depressed. He got his heart broken by a girl he really liked (another one of my friends) and it's gotten to the point where his behavior's becoming erratic. He started drinking, driving even more wrecklessly than usual, and is isolating himself. I decided to go and...

I'm going to say it right now: for my entire life, I've been called fat and all of the variations of it. I've been called ugly, had racial slurs thrown at me and have been compared to easy girls. And I'm only 19.. Yesterday, for the first time in my life, I've felt pretty good about myself...

I can't talk to anyone in my family about my problems, not even my own sister. I live with my dad, stepmom, sister, two nephews and an aunt (my stepmom's sister). My dad's an intimdating person (he used discipline like spankings and whatnot when we were children) and he doesn't do well when...

depressed

The only reason I didn't try to kill myself at first was because I was afraid of death. However, in college, I got so depressed I almost committed suicide. Before I actually did it, I got a message from my best friend, telling me that he'd be devastated if I left him. Ever since then, I decided...

Mac and cheese, Maria Mena, and being with friends.

1. How long have you been lonely? Months, years, or decades? since I was 9 2. Do you feel you are deep down different from other people (i.e. a personal trainer probably wouldn't help)? sometimes. I know I'm not different but no matter how many people I talk to or hang out with, at the end of...