I wonder occasionally "why I think college would be any different from high school?" I had hope that college would be my savior. A fresh start in life, where making friends and having a relationship wouldn't be so hard. As I found out, it was only a misconception. I was a fool to think that college would better myself.

All the years of hope of a better future has completely went down the drain. I now await for the day when the angel come down to earth and take me away. I only want to end the suffer now so that I can lied in piece. I don't want to ever worry of how people judge me. I don't want to be lost anymore.

u dont have 2 worry about how ppl judge u if u dont want 2. thats a choice ur making

College is actually worse than High School in my opinion. College allows me to be even more shy and introverted.

it was imo 2. where i was automatically popular in hs... college took longer. bcuz dealing w/a bigger group of ppl

well the way i see it at college is that even though the community is huge theres many people to be friends with there. you cant please everyone but you can find people who have the same interests and beliefs. the only problem is finding these people and befriending them. if you do find people who are like you they may just be too shy to introduce themselves like you are to them, i know i am. you have to go out on a limb sometimes and let yourself open. but i do know that easier said than done, and rejection does hurt but it always doesnt turn out to be rejection and perhaps just at that moment you'll make a new friend.
(i wish i could follow my own advice tho, im more of the doesnt speak till spoken to type...)

that used 2 b me2. but i literally got tired of waiting around. i figured out it was just easier 2 approach. i realized i was missing out on so much b4 that

Wait...you were popular in high school? Automatically? Wow.

Um so what if in college you are not having some great social life. You are going to better yourself in college by getting an education. I almost think I perfer being alone in college so I don't have any distractions that would mess me up in getting good grades.

So pretty much what I am saying is so what if your not meeting people in college just focus on getting a good education.

I think part of the problem is that we are always being told these are the best days of our lives. Dramas and that revolve around those days of your life, not doing anything in them kinda makes you feel like you've wasted the best part of living and now you won't have any of those chances again.

yep. i was. & its alot of pressure actually

this is really good advice. i was thinking the same. but it seems like most of us in the us just go 2 college 2 party. so i wasnt going 2 bother saying it
i shouldve concentrated more on my grades. sorry i didnt. i dont know anybody i knew in college LoL anyway. the popularity crap was all useless. the grades wouldnt have been