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thanks for the messages guys. i dont wanna bring her anymore misery, i just hate and dread wakin up an goin to bed without her

i didnt force her i said i wasnt ready, not like i went u better not have this or im walkin. ive applied for countless jobs had interviews, cuz ive been out of work with depression im findin it hard, i dont wanna sit in the house all the time or on benefits i hate it. drove to bangor yesterday...

i took her for granted too many times didnt show as much appreciation like i should have, she was pregnant and i didnt want a child as shes a catholic and would have been so complicated as it would have all been on her terms and on the day she was goin to manchester for the termination id been...

im trying everything possible to move on you name it, just hasnt worked. the fact shes happy and has moved on although it says shes single on her fb i don t know if thats a good or bad thing, i always wonder if shes been with someone else again i dont know if its better knowin or not, if i knew...

it has ended and shes happy enough now and used to living in the nice big house we shared were as im struggling big time, dont know if shes been with someone else or not and if its best not to know but its wreckin me \ \ its almost a year, shes used to life and is happy im struggling bad...

google what part? how would she do that? wouldnt matter anyway she still wont speak to me and hates me

i just wanted her to know how i felt or feel, but i know shes happy and i have to live with it, even though im devastated

i know i shouldnt have sent it, i nwas really upset and was the only way of getting anything to her dont even know if she has read it as she doesnt really check her emails

i sent it to HER and theres a problem with my keyboard everytime i press enter this happens \ \ \ and some of my keys dont work either

im writing this incase this im not around anymore. i just cant cope with everything at all aswell as you hatin me,i have made too many mistakes the biggest being kissin dicktrina and me not bein there for u when u went to manchester, it still haunts me and it always will and i always wreck...