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I've always wanted to experience lucid dreams and I did once for a second. I'm really interested in them but I can't achieve them again no matter how hard I try. However I did have a sleep paralysis some time ago. I "woke up" but I couldn't move. I moved my eyes across the room where I could...

My sister and I were drunk with some of our friends. We were talking about childhood stories. She told us all she used to not like me at all, when we were kids. I mean when I think of it I know she didn't always like me. She used to bully me a lot but in our teens and nowadays we are somewhat...

Thank you for the responses. However, I don't want to make this into a religious thing. Please respect that.

I'm just alone all the time on my free time. I have a job and there i mostly feel alone, too. Even on the internet  I find it hard to make  connections. I am past my mid 20's and I've always felt this way. I recently had my birthday and realized my life is not going anywhere. Sure  I am lucky...

Well, first of all. I have a lot of siblings and stressed out parents. Meaning, I didn't get a lot of attention and didn't know how to seek for it either. I always kept to myself. Sometimes I was afraid of my parents and I had constant anxiety because they yelled a lot (especially mom). My...

Thank you for your responses, I've read them all with thought. I will write here soon. Just wanted to let you know I appreciate you all for writing to me. :)

I've dealt with depression for all my life but it got bad in my early teen years. Now I am 26, barely any friends. I think I've developed a problem with alcohol too. I have a job so at least  I can pay my bills. But I have some debt too from the time I was unemployed. Money causes me a lot of...

kaetic, I'm sorry you have experienced this as well. Thank you for sharing. "It's up to me to get over it" is exactly what I think as well. You're right, I would need to talk to someone about this. I probably won't though, not for a long time, because I don't have anyone to share my thoughts...

I often wonder, would I be different was I born in a different family? Sometimes I really feel like all my problems come from my family for as long as I can remember. Now this leads to another problem which is, how can I blame anyone (my family) really? What if I one day have kids of my own and...

Boss never mentioned it, it's just the reation from somenoe else that got me so depressed. I haven't done this self harm thing ever since and hope I won't in the future. Scars are visible, fading slowly. Thank you all for writing on this thread. You were there for me as I had absolutely no one I...

It's the workplace that makes me feel so alone, you know, being lonely with people around you type of feeling. I feel much better after writing here and it means so much to me when you guys spend time writing on my thread.

I have been crying all day over what I did to myself. Otherwise today was fine. Arm was hurting a little but I tried not to use it that much. SugarPie, that sounds just like me. I will have to remind myself that everybody makes mistakes. What makes things extra hard at work is that I don't...

Yeah you are right. I will look into that but not right now because I feel too exhausted.

Maybe I can find a forum where I can talk about this. I don't want to talk about this to my friends in real life. Yeah once isn't a habit. I'm just afraid it might become one, eventually, because now I've gotten a taste of it and it doesn't seem that bad. I know this sounds horrible and I will...

About control, I will have this on my mind but right now feels too hard to think of it.

Richard_39, I feel like everything has been piling up inside me and this was just too much for me to handle, could have been any kind of mistake to trigger self-harm, who knows. I've never understood people who cut themselves until now; it helps relieve the pain, I know this sounds...

First of all I'm not sure if this kind of stuff is allowed here. I tried to read the rules but I couldn't find about self-harm. This is not a suicide thread. I've been working for almost a year now. Sometimes I make mistakes and I take them really hard. I just usually end up crying alone to...

To me it's almost the opposite! With new people I can easily find things to talk about But when I see them again and again it becomes harder.. mostly because I don't share stuff about myself, I think. (I mean it depends on the situation. For example at work I can chat with all the people when...

Yeah I've actually realized that maybe I just am the kind of person who is slow and needs time. (and I am fine with that.) I have made some new friends at my workplace. But what bothers me is that i don't get along with everyone. That's only natural, right? You don't actually become friends with...

This is so silly but very real to me. Someone talks to me but I don't know what to say,  I don't even realize I shoudl say something, or I don't have the strength to open my mouth. Online, irl. :(  Whats wrong wiht me. I'm too good at ignorng people. No wonder nothing ever happens to me. I don't...