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For the last 10 years or so, that's pretty much how my birthday goes. I get really nervous hoping no relatives will remember/call me, because that only makes me feel even worse.

I really like my hair/beard. It will be a sad day if I ever notice that I'm going bald. I'll just shave my head since it's got a nice shape. I dislike the fact that I look like I have boobs because my chest is caved in.

Thanks. It's like I said, I don't think I could go through with it because I know it would only make things worse for my family. No matter how terrible I'm feeling, it would be even worse for them. It used to be just a distant thought but I recently caught myself reading about different...

You read old e-mails from a time when you had a few friends.

I find myself thinking about it more often than I'd like. I don't think I'd actually do through with it, but it's always there.

Definetely pushing people away whenever I felt that they were getting too close and saying "no" every time someone asked me out, because I was too afraid of what could happen.

I think about it more often than I would like. I guess it started about 2 years ago. At first it was just something I considered, but would never do anyway. A few months ago I caught myself actually reading about different suicide methods, what's more effective, etc., and that gave me some...

In short, I run a bakery with my mom. I like to think I used to live with her, but as the business side of things grow, it's more like she is living with me now. Anyway, it kind of started as a joke. After I graduated from college, I was bored so I started making some bread because I had nothing...

Since I work from Sunday to Friday (sometimes Sunday to Sunday, yay), my Sunday was pretty much all work. I just got off work, which is actually located just down stairs. It's 1:16am. Listening to some music to help me get through another forgettable day. Also hello, first time poster.