N-Cog-neeto
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I want to tell a story. There there this girl recently she showed an interest in me which is rare for me to get attention from the opposite sex. Because I knew she was interested I gave her my number we talked. She told me she wanted a relationship but I doubted if I could keep her interested in me.So like a coward i kept putting off the relationship conversation till she lost interest. I hear shes dating some one now.
My problem is Ive been told that I'm stupid, boring, and ugly many times by my brother and my peers when I was going to school so I been believing that for most of my life. I don't believe those words so much any more but I still have doubts. Most guy my age like sports I'm not very interested in those things and i'm not to in to music either. Those are male interests, I usually have nothing to talk about when I'm speaking to women. I never know what to say its really awkward.
I don't have many friends about three but I see them very rarely, we split up after high school. I associates been I don't think they a friend material
so I'm forcing myself to change I got a new hobby I haven't been cloths shopping in two years and my mother tells me my taste in clothing is bland so I'm going to change what I wear. I've often been told I give off an antisocial vibe I'll see what I can do about that. Don't get me wrong I don't hate myself but I do see room for improvement.
My problem is Ive been told that I'm stupid, boring, and ugly many times by my brother and my peers when I was going to school so I been believing that for most of my life. I don't believe those words so much any more but I still have doubts. Most guy my age like sports I'm not very interested in those things and i'm not to in to music either. Those are male interests, I usually have nothing to talk about when I'm speaking to women. I never know what to say its really awkward.
I don't have many friends about three but I see them very rarely, we split up after high school. I associates been I don't think they a friend material
so I'm forcing myself to change I got a new hobby I haven't been cloths shopping in two years and my mother tells me my taste in clothing is bland so I'm going to change what I wear. I've often been told I give off an antisocial vibe I'll see what I can do about that. Don't get me wrong I don't hate myself but I do see room for improvement.