My mom passed away 2 weeks ago today. I am an only child, we didn't have any family that we talked to. I called my grandmother to tell her that her first born had died and she didn't care. She thanked me for telling her and that's it. I have no boyfriend, I have 1 good friend who lives about an hour away so I hardly see her and I have a dog. That is what my life consists of now. My mom used to be my world, now I am all alone trying to figure out what to do with myself so I don't go insane.
I work, come home, walk my dog and watch tv. That's about it. Now, without my mom's disability check I don't know how I'm going to make ends meet. I have no one to talk to except my 1 friend.. and now that I live an hour away we hardly get to see eachother. Yes, we text every day but it's not the same.
Sometimes at night I get so lonely that I feel like I am in a dark hole and I'll never be able to come out.
I need a hobby.. I don't feel like reading books anymore, I've read too many already. I wanted to start sewing so I could make my own clothes and whatnot but I don't want to spend money on the materials and stuff. Any hobbies that have worked for anyone out there that you can recommend? I'm even willing to join a support group or something like that but I don't know where to find those groups. I live in Aurora, Illinois (about 45 mins from Chicago) and I'm 27. If anyone has suggestions for me as to how to keep myself busy or how to get past this loneliness please let me know.
I work, come home, walk my dog and watch tv. That's about it. Now, without my mom's disability check I don't know how I'm going to make ends meet. I have no one to talk to except my 1 friend.. and now that I live an hour away we hardly get to see eachother. Yes, we text every day but it's not the same.
Sometimes at night I get so lonely that I feel like I am in a dark hole and I'll never be able to come out.
I need a hobby.. I don't feel like reading books anymore, I've read too many already. I wanted to start sewing so I could make my own clothes and whatnot but I don't want to spend money on the materials and stuff. Any hobbies that have worked for anyone out there that you can recommend? I'm even willing to join a support group or something like that but I don't know where to find those groups. I live in Aurora, Illinois (about 45 mins from Chicago) and I'm 27. If anyone has suggestions for me as to how to keep myself busy or how to get past this loneliness please let me know.