I think when you are lonely, bored and fed up you start thinking too much.....which leads to thinking strange things which probably have no basis in fact.
How do i know ?.....because i am doing exactly the same thing.
Stange thing with me is that i know so many people around here , but yet i am on on my own . If i walk to the main street now , i will guarentee that a few cars will beep at me , people will wave from the other side of the road , and i will end up talking to loads of people i know.....yet i am on my own , no-one calls.....i have twisted this to think that when i have stopped talking to them , they feel a sense of relief at me going ( maybe its true
) I went down the street with a woman i know , and she was fed up of me talking to people, she said it was like going down the street with a celeb.......yet i am alone
Strange ( maybe i have a face like a slapped arse)