It's my birthday.

And I can't even be happy. OF course I had to look back and realize I'm stuck at the same place I was five years ago with ten years worth of emotional baggage and even less friends. Haven't made any huge strides. Hell, haven't made any little strides. I'm sorry for wasting a space in the forum with this I just kinda had to get it out.

Happy Birthday Dude -- What are your plans for your future? Best, LG

first I think the internet has like infinate space so there's no such thing as wasting space
2nd

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN!!



hey think of it as one year you survived and didn't get put in jail, hey that's a hell of a lot better than a lot of people

hey bappy birthday

happy birthday
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Thanks everybody. I don't really have any plans for the future. I go back to college on the 18th but that's about it

Dude-your doing ok-college you say-that's great keep up the good work. Join some grps there-get involved somewhere. You can do it and finally Happy Birthday to you.

happy birthday~
your still 19 so enjoy your youth while you can, being old and depressed sucks even more
and studying is great, hope you like what you study

It doesn't really help that my best friend is staying with me. The dude attracts people like flies an I don't think he could understand all of this stuff. I feel like enough of an ass for being jealous of him. This guy has been through a lot in his life. He lost his father when he was 11 and for a while things just went down from there. So not only could he not understand the loneliness thing, telling my problems to him would make me feel like a whiny *****. He has a bunch of people over everyday so I have to feel like an awkward freak even in my own home now. And I can't really think off any way to make this living arraingement easier on me without sounding like a jerk.