SummerStorms
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Its amazing what you can find on google when you type how your feeling. It led me here. The title is the difference between alone and lonely. It bothers me because I feel so lonely so out of touch with this world but im not alone. It shocks me when i think about how depressed i am and how alone I feel. I have a fiance who loves me and and family who would do anything for me. So why am I so lonely? I ask myself this everyday. I know I have depression and anxiety but I dont know why. How is it possible to have a decent life and love but still be so depressed and feel like im not meant to be in this world. I look at other people and I see the things that make them happy and smile and none of it works for me. I dont seem to like people. Is that possible.. I feel like I just want to stay in my little room all day and never go out into the world. And its not because I have a social problem, people always seem to like me, i guess im a likeable person, but its so ironic because I dont seem to like people. I dont know whats wrong with me. I feel like theres something missing. I know that I have much to be thankful for and happy about but im not. Maybe im just wierd and have problems, or maybe someone out there can relate. Thats how I stumbled upon this site, by typing into a search engine my feelings. I never open up to anyone in real life about my feelings thats just not me. I thought maybe this would help.