SignedSierraLynn
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So, some people might say that I have nothing to complain about. Because I'm "pretty" and "friendly". I attract attention from people. But what they don't know is thatall I'm wanted for is my looks. When they see me, they see my pretty blue eyes and want to be my friend/lover. What they do not know is what these "pretty blue eyes" have seen. What they've experienced. When I see my eyes, I reject the lively color and I see the flames that burn inside of them. I see the rage, the insanity, and the loneliness. Once these people get to know me, I'm not their desire. I'm not the all around American sweetheart. They soon know that and reject me as "weird". I'm sarcastic, I'm socially awkward, I don't feel comfortable in my skin, I'd rather draw, write, play my guitar than go to a party. I don't open up about my past to just everyone.I tried being the American Sweetheart but it is just not me. It never will be. So people love my looks but not me. And everyone wonders why I feel so alone. Being an outcast is fine, but my point of writing this is the conclusion here: I wish people could either love all of me or just dislike all of me. Don't pick out what you like and disown the rest. XOXO, Sierra Lynn