EmptyFaces_EmptyEyes
Active member
Hey all, before you read, if you need more info/background, check out my other threads;
http://www.alonelylife.com/thread-i-know-nothing-about-girls-need-some-advice & http://www.alonelylife.com/thread-all-i-want-is-a-friend
So, my general worry/concern/question is...
I’m into this one girl, and every day that passes, the more I feel something for her. She is the only one who has ever wanted to spend time with me, and she’s the only one I’ve ever wanted to spend any time with. She’s all I think about, night and day. She’s amazing, her laugh, her smile, everything about her brings joy and happiness to a day that was before filled with sadness, pain, depression, hopelessness, etc etc. Even just thinking about her will bring a smile to my face. I don’t even care about sexual things, like some people have mentioned in other threads, I just like being around her. ‘Tangled Up In You’ by Staind is the perfect song to describe how I feel about her, I even thought of sending her it, as a hint. (Feel free to tell me I’m creepy, etc, I know I am, but that’s what you get when you have a socially awkward, depressed, pessimistic, lonely teenager.)
Something inside of me though wants to tell her how I feel. I feel like slowly she’s drifting away, we haven’t hung out in a while, and now I’m even out of town for 3 weeks. I feel like if I tell her now, while I am far away, it will be easier, for one, and if she doesn’t feel the same, and I make things awkward, as usual, there will be some time for things to cool down before I return home. This is the first girl that I have ever seriously felt anything for, and I wish she feels the same. But, then again, maybe I’m not meant to be with anyone, given my past experiences and failures, maybe it’s just G-d f-cking with me, yet again..
Is it a good idea? Should I? What if she feels the same? What if she doesn’t? Even though simply thinking about her brings me happiness, knowing that I feel this way and wondering what she feels, makes me feel bad/like sh-t again. I’m lost and confused, I need guidance, a little help.
Thanks to anyone who read this and can offer any help/support.
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http://www.alonelylife.com/thread-i-know-nothing-about-girls-need-some-advice & http://www.alonelylife.com/thread-all-i-want-is-a-friend
So, my general worry/concern/question is...
I’m into this one girl, and every day that passes, the more I feel something for her. She is the only one who has ever wanted to spend time with me, and she’s the only one I’ve ever wanted to spend any time with. She’s all I think about, night and day. She’s amazing, her laugh, her smile, everything about her brings joy and happiness to a day that was before filled with sadness, pain, depression, hopelessness, etc etc. Even just thinking about her will bring a smile to my face. I don’t even care about sexual things, like some people have mentioned in other threads, I just like being around her. ‘Tangled Up In You’ by Staind is the perfect song to describe how I feel about her, I even thought of sending her it, as a hint. (Feel free to tell me I’m creepy, etc, I know I am, but that’s what you get when you have a socially awkward, depressed, pessimistic, lonely teenager.)
Something inside of me though wants to tell her how I feel. I feel like slowly she’s drifting away, we haven’t hung out in a while, and now I’m even out of town for 3 weeks. I feel like if I tell her now, while I am far away, it will be easier, for one, and if she doesn’t feel the same, and I make things awkward, as usual, there will be some time for things to cool down before I return home. This is the first girl that I have ever seriously felt anything for, and I wish she feels the same. But, then again, maybe I’m not meant to be with anyone, given my past experiences and failures, maybe it’s just G-d f-cking with me, yet again..
Is it a good idea? Should I? What if she feels the same? What if she doesn’t? Even though simply thinking about her brings me happiness, knowing that I feel this way and wondering what she feels, makes me feel bad/like sh-t again. I’m lost and confused, I need guidance, a little help.
Thanks to anyone who read this and can offer any help/support.
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