Shinzoku
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I was kicked off the color guard team and shoved on 'equipment manager', and now they have me and two other girls setting equipment every time they run the show (which could be dozens of times in a single hour). And then I have a friend says she's happy, but every time we get into something, something happens and she ends up hurting herself for reasons she downright refuses to tell me- and honestly, I love her, but it can be a little irritating, especially when my good mood is shot.
Worst yet- the fact that she is literally THE only person I talk to on Tumblr, Skype, and through text. So as soon as she goes off on these moments of hurting herself, she completely abandons me for hours at a time sometimes, and I cannot contact her and I have no one to talk to.
I try to make myself known through art and writing, but it goes completely unnoticed on Tumblr and Deviantart. And now I just don't know what to do, because no matter how hard I've been trying to make new friends over the past few days, I'm ignored.
Sorry if this seems random- I'm posting this during a bout of extreme sadness, so...
Worst yet- the fact that she is literally THE only person I talk to on Tumblr, Skype, and through text. So as soon as she goes off on these moments of hurting herself, she completely abandons me for hours at a time sometimes, and I cannot contact her and I have no one to talk to.
I try to make myself known through art and writing, but it goes completely unnoticed on Tumblr and Deviantart. And now I just don't know what to do, because no matter how hard I've been trying to make new friends over the past few days, I'm ignored.
Sorry if this seems random- I'm posting this during a bout of extreme sadness, so...