You assume no one understands, or even that no one cares. I suppose I shouldn't be the one to comment in this particular thread, seeing to how you believe I dislike you. You're free to feel and believe in whatever you'd like, however, I can only say that when you assume certain things (such as no one understands or that people dislike you), you really push people away. And in that case, then I guess it does feel like no one cares or understands.
All I'm really saying is, you can't push people away, and then want people to know where you're coming from. It takes giving before you can get from anything. You can ignore my post if it upsets you or pisses you off. I just wanted to put my thoughts in for a second.