zibafu
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Hey, been lurking this place for a while now, decided to sign up.
I'm zib, from north west uk. 27 year old computer gaming, guitar playing, skateboarding, Martial arts practicing nerd.
As you can imagine, yes I am feeling quite alone these days, hence the joining heh. I have only ever really had a small circle of acquaintances, and only ever really allowed a couple of them to get close to me in recent times, yet lately it seems like they rarely want to hang out anymore or barely even speak to me.
Before I got close to these people, being alone never really bothered me, the things I do for fun can be done alone most of the time, and so have been done so for the last 10 years
Came out of my shell so to speak when I joined the martial arts school I train at in at the end of 2012, and dated one of the other students for a couple of months, first and only gf in life, she ended things because apparently it was only meant to be a fling, which really sucked because shes one of the 2 people I am close to, and the whole reason I asked her out was because I had pretty powerful feelings for her... And yet somehow I managed to stay friends with her.
Not long after that a girl I used to work with came back into my life, shes now married with a kid, we became the best of friends over the last year, yet for the last couple of months, shes been acting real distant to me and I've no idea why, apparently everything's fine but I've only seen her once in 6 weeks, when prior to that we would hang out a couple of times a week, seems like I've pissed her off somehow and I don't know why
I have other friends, but they are... Well small dose friends so to speak, friends in skating, friends in martial arts, but outside of that, nothing in common, so I guess more like friendly acquaintances.
I seem to have gone from being "an island" so to speak to being... Well I don't wanna say miserable, but close. Find more moments now where I just wanna talk to someone and no ones there, really not used to dealing with this loneliness, which is ironic since in the past I would've been fine with it
No idea if this is how introductions to this site work haha, currently listening to my favorite band and just started typing
I'm zib, from north west uk. 27 year old computer gaming, guitar playing, skateboarding, Martial arts practicing nerd.
As you can imagine, yes I am feeling quite alone these days, hence the joining heh. I have only ever really had a small circle of acquaintances, and only ever really allowed a couple of them to get close to me in recent times, yet lately it seems like they rarely want to hang out anymore or barely even speak to me.
Before I got close to these people, being alone never really bothered me, the things I do for fun can be done alone most of the time, and so have been done so for the last 10 years
Came out of my shell so to speak when I joined the martial arts school I train at in at the end of 2012, and dated one of the other students for a couple of months, first and only gf in life, she ended things because apparently it was only meant to be a fling, which really sucked because shes one of the 2 people I am close to, and the whole reason I asked her out was because I had pretty powerful feelings for her... And yet somehow I managed to stay friends with her.
Not long after that a girl I used to work with came back into my life, shes now married with a kid, we became the best of friends over the last year, yet for the last couple of months, shes been acting real distant to me and I've no idea why, apparently everything's fine but I've only seen her once in 6 weeks, when prior to that we would hang out a couple of times a week, seems like I've pissed her off somehow and I don't know why
I have other friends, but they are... Well small dose friends so to speak, friends in skating, friends in martial arts, but outside of that, nothing in common, so I guess more like friendly acquaintances.I seem to have gone from being "an island" so to speak to being... Well I don't wanna say miserable, but close. Find more moments now where I just wanna talk to someone and no ones there, really not used to dealing with this loneliness, which is ironic since in the past I would've been fine with it
No idea if this is how introductions to this site work haha, currently listening to my favorite band and just started typing
