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thelonegamer
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There is no point in being scared when you're not laughing at it. At times when I'm scared of something I start making jokes about the situation to turn it a little bit...funny 
I had a hard time picking a subforum to post this.
People say you build your own reality, that you make your own life. But when you do your thing, people start criticising you. I mean, if it is my way to be insane then what is your problem? It's my way, not yours.
So I asked my sister-in-law who is a psychologist, why can't I be me? Because when I'm myself people criticise me for my actions, and when I don't be myself people criticise me again so, what's the fcking point?
Let's say, for example, that I hate being in public. I'm never at a coffe shop, or bar, or nightclub. People say I'm going crazy, that I should be more open and talk more. But that is just me, so, where is that be yourself thing when that's who you are?
People never tell you you're doing great and only open their mouthes to point out other people's shits. Not all, but most of people are like this.
I hate being in public. I hate being with people and talking and interacting, in person. I know I should be more social but I just find that too expensive: buying clothes with money I don't have to impress people I don't care about. It's just too much of a waste of time in people who will eventually break your heart. I rather have five true friends than a thousand fake followers.
That's my quest right now.
I don't really give too much value on material stuff, except anything from Apple, life taught me there are more important things in life than having a smartphone... Unless it's an iPhone
My point is, why people complicate stuff when it is simple?
I have lost faith in humanity. I'm Marshall of HIMYM in this aspect.
I always believe there is a brighter thing on the otherside of darkness. Not anymore. I now limit myself to do my thing on myself, trying to ignore what everyone else thinks of it.
In shorter words:
I have been broken inside and now I'm not putting my trust on anyone nor anything and I shall conclude my life alone, with no compadredism or bronections. All by myself. No sharing. Just like that
I had a hard time picking a subforum to post this.
People say you build your own reality, that you make your own life. But when you do your thing, people start criticising you. I mean, if it is my way to be insane then what is your problem? It's my way, not yours.
So I asked my sister-in-law who is a psychologist, why can't I be me? Because when I'm myself people criticise me for my actions, and when I don't be myself people criticise me again so, what's the fcking point?
Let's say, for example, that I hate being in public. I'm never at a coffe shop, or bar, or nightclub. People say I'm going crazy, that I should be more open and talk more. But that is just me, so, where is that be yourself thing when that's who you are?
People never tell you you're doing great and only open their mouthes to point out other people's shits. Not all, but most of people are like this.
I hate being in public. I hate being with people and talking and interacting, in person. I know I should be more social but I just find that too expensive: buying clothes with money I don't have to impress people I don't care about. It's just too much of a waste of time in people who will eventually break your heart. I rather have five true friends than a thousand fake followers.
That's my quest right now.
I don't really give too much value on material stuff, except anything from Apple, life taught me there are more important things in life than having a smartphone... Unless it's an iPhone
My point is, why people complicate stuff when it is simple?
I have lost faith in humanity. I'm Marshall of HIMYM in this aspect.
I always believe there is a brighter thing on the otherside of darkness. Not anymore. I now limit myself to do my thing on myself, trying to ignore what everyone else thinks of it.
In shorter words:
I have been broken inside and now I'm not putting my trust on anyone nor anything and I shall conclude my life alone, with no compadredism or bronections. All by myself. No sharing. Just like that
