I live a very reclusive and solitary life, I never socialise because I view society as a disease that people are standing idly by just watching. Because of that I wish to utterly kill and torture every person I deem worthy of punishment!
Furthermore, I'm in college and see these beautiful Girls and Boys (I'm bisexual)
But I can't speak to them, they should be speaking to me! I'm perfect! But even if I do try to speak to them I fail, I never utter a word. And this fills me with exasperstion and envy.
I spend all of my time at home, but recently I've begun spending it in the library where I sit at the far right end away from everybody else. Just yesterday, I happened to bump into a man I knew very closely, we talked for awhile and then I carried on... I sat down near the entrance waiting to withdraw two history books and this amazingly euphoric Boy came in, very loud and ecstatic, I wondered if I had him maybe I would be happy. I was waiting and he went, I never saw him again which only added to my state of dejection, depression and somewhat melancholic feelings.
Furthermore, I'm in college and see these beautiful Girls and Boys (I'm bisexual)
But I can't speak to them, they should be speaking to me! I'm perfect! But even if I do try to speak to them I fail, I never utter a word. And this fills me with exasperstion and envy.
I spend all of my time at home, but recently I've begun spending it in the library where I sit at the far right end away from everybody else. Just yesterday, I happened to bump into a man I knew very closely, we talked for awhile and then I carried on... I sat down near the entrance waiting to withdraw two history books and this amazingly euphoric Boy came in, very loud and ecstatic, I wondered if I had him maybe I would be happy. I was waiting and he went, I never saw him again which only added to my state of dejection, depression and somewhat melancholic feelings.