lilE
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I find myself friendless at the moment. Loneliness has been with me for many years, since I was a teenager, I am 27 now. I am still in school full time with a little over a year before I get my Bachelors degree. I don't go out much because I don't have any friends at the moment. I don't ever "hang out" with anyone. I am very shy and an introvert. I suffer from depression, anxiety, and social phobia. The loneliness that I feel is not entirely literal as in I have no friends or people to hang out with; but I also feel alone in my own suffering, knowing that the only person that loves and cares for me is my mother. I feel invisible. I have very low self esteem and self worth. I feel like such a loser, a f*** up. This sense that nobody likes me or ever wants to be my friend is always lingering and it projects itself outward making it a self fulfilling prophecy.