Lonely_pokemon
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Hi, I recently ended bachelor studies (painting) ,
Recently I find myself in a really bad situation. during high school I was totally ignorant doing nothing but playing World of warcraft. During that time I was meeting people in school and I wasnt trying to make friends or socialize. After I quit I continued to play other online games like league of legends for the next 2 years on college.
This was the first year I stopped playing completely and I sort of have no life to go back to. All the people from video games just disapear when you stop playing.
I live with parrents, brother and sister in a small town where I dont know anyone.
We started building our house in 1998 and today its 2015 and half of the house is not finished (1 of 3 floors is finished) and full of some mess that it feels like living as homeless.
And in family everybody sort of hate each other.
My father has a problem with drinking, and when I tell him to get help he always tells me he has no problem and continue drinking. And he doesnt care about how we live, and when I ask him to work and offer him help he gets angry and continue doing nothing. And my older brother hates me and is on fathers side.
I have no friends I know few people on college but non of them is my close friend, my mom is a nice person, but she is very sad and always talks about how everything will end as a bad dream.
I feel lost.
Sory for so long spam.
Recently I find myself in a really bad situation. during high school I was totally ignorant doing nothing but playing World of warcraft. During that time I was meeting people in school and I wasnt trying to make friends or socialize. After I quit I continued to play other online games like league of legends for the next 2 years on college.
This was the first year I stopped playing completely and I sort of have no life to go back to. All the people from video games just disapear when you stop playing.
I live with parrents, brother and sister in a small town where I dont know anyone.
We started building our house in 1998 and today its 2015 and half of the house is not finished (1 of 3 floors is finished) and full of some mess that it feels like living as homeless.
And in family everybody sort of hate each other.
My father has a problem with drinking, and when I tell him to get help he always tells me he has no problem and continue drinking. And he doesnt care about how we live, and when I ask him to work and offer him help he gets angry and continue doing nothing. And my older brother hates me and is on fathers side.
I have no friends I know few people on college but non of them is my close friend, my mom is a nice person, but she is very sad and always talks about how everything will end as a bad dream.
I feel lost.
Sory for so long spam.