Sorry for the angry posts...feeling a bit childish...yikes

I think I'm too old (almost 30) wondering why don't I have friends or getting angry at how others are treating me. I always imagined that I would be self-confident, have a group of close friends etc. by this age.

It's not to say that I didn't try...I honestly did and am trying, but I guess some people have a tougher time.

I suppose there IS hope...I find hope in the possibility that there might be people that I can connect with because hey, I found my hubby and I never thought I'd connect with anyone romantically - ever. With him, all I had to be was myself and I've spent most of my life hating myself and other people around me too.

I really lucked out on that part and maybe I'll luck out again with friends. What I did was persist and to keep myself in opportunities to meet people (despite it being soul-crushing at times lol).

I just needed to vent...I feel a bit better. I mean, my issue of feeling disconnected and that people don't like me are still there...but I'll try to think more positive and keep trying.

I have a cute lil baby too and I hope I can get over these bad feelings about myself because I need to be a role model. How can I help when I can't help myself?

Thanks.

I haven't seen any angry posts from you. You don't need to apologize for expressing your feelings or venting about your situation. Vent away, we all do it here on the forum

-Teresa

Seems like in your other posts you are just explaining the problems in your life that have brought you here which is what the forum is for.