Guy_In_The_Corner_
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Yea so I've been best friends with two other people for around a year and we've been fine and we've never really had arguments or anything. But they got together recently and now I just feel really alone, I suppose.
Alone and depressed is kind of my sitting feeling. It's how I feel when I'm not spending time with anyone and I suppose it's my standard feeling, which isn't pleasant. When I'm best friends (or very occasionally in a relationship) with people it can make it a bit easier for me to deal with how I feel, but eventually the people who I latch onto change or move on and I'm left with my sense of how much I hate myself, really. It's always been this cycle with me and I'm worried I'll never be rid of it.
The worst part is we're part of a larger group of friends and while I've been trying to move on and meet new people they've been showing up to everything and being all coupley, which makes me feel uncomfortable as well as reflect on how lonely I am compared to them. It feels like there's no escaping and I don't feel like I have anyone to turn to or any kind of safety net anymore.
There isn't really anything I can do, I really just wanted to vent, but still if anyone's got some helpful advice that'd be much appreciated.
Alone and depressed is kind of my sitting feeling. It's how I feel when I'm not spending time with anyone and I suppose it's my standard feeling, which isn't pleasant. When I'm best friends (or very occasionally in a relationship) with people it can make it a bit easier for me to deal with how I feel, but eventually the people who I latch onto change or move on and I'm left with my sense of how much I hate myself, really. It's always been this cycle with me and I'm worried I'll never be rid of it.
The worst part is we're part of a larger group of friends and while I've been trying to move on and meet new people they've been showing up to everything and being all coupley, which makes me feel uncomfortable as well as reflect on how lonely I am compared to them. It feels like there's no escaping and I don't feel like I have anyone to turn to or any kind of safety net anymore.
There isn't really anything I can do, I really just wanted to vent, but still if anyone's got some helpful advice that'd be much appreciated.
