white lycoris
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I don't like to meet or socialize with real people. Real people are fearsome: their faces are smiling but it could that all those smiles are lies. And people would be so horrible when they laugh at you for some reason that you even don't know. They can hate you just by one the look without looking further and leave you just like that. I'd prefer to live alone in the jungle or somewhere but sometimes I feel so lonely that I need someone to hear me or tell about anything to me just to make me feel that I do exist as a person in this world.
I can't express my self freely around people. In reality, I'm confined by my own self. I'm afraid that people would hate me whatever I'd say, so I often prefer not to say anything. I'm tired of it but I don't know how to overcome that kind of fear.
I'm free from my 'shell' in this forum as no one knows who I really am so I don't need to be afraid to say what I want to say or to share my opinion. Hopefully...I do really really hope...that someday I'll change...living in fear is tiring.....I don't want it.
Hopefully by joining this forum I can train my self to express my opinion freely...so...how do you do? It's nice to meet you
and I'm sorry if there's mistakes in my English since I come from a country where English is not the main language :shy:
I can't express my self freely around people. In reality, I'm confined by my own self. I'm afraid that people would hate me whatever I'd say, so I often prefer not to say anything. I'm tired of it but I don't know how to overcome that kind of fear.
I'm free from my 'shell' in this forum as no one knows who I really am so I don't need to be afraid to say what I want to say or to share my opinion. Hopefully...I do really really hope...that someday I'll change...living in fear is tiring.....I don't want it.
Hopefully by joining this forum I can train my self to express my opinion freely...so...how do you do? It's nice to meet you
and I'm sorry if there's mistakes in my English since I come from a country where English is not the main language :shy: