I'm scared to be like this forever...

[Luna]

Are you?

I keep hoping for that light at the end of the tunnel...

Sometimes I wonder...
If loneliness is just fate...
If it can't be helped no matter how much effort you put forth...

It's tiring...

I know, I know...
"Don't give up"
"Keep pushing"
"It'll get better" etc...

But with every passing day, I become more and more tired...
I don't want to be in the same place another 10, 20, 30, 40 years...
I'm scared...
I'm so scared...
That all of this...all of my efforts during my "young life" were for nothing...
I don't want to be struggling 10 years from now...
I don't want to be struggling 20 years from now...

Oh god please...

I constantly hope that things will get better...
And they somewhat have...slightly...
Even so...not enough.

I wish I could see myself 10 years from now...
Maybe another 20 years from now...
To see where I'll be...
I'd much rather go out with a bang, than a long painful struggle.

[IGETNONE]

yeah loneliness probably is fate since i'm lonely and pathetic

[Dante112]

Sometimes I wonder what I will do if I'm still like this at the halfway point in my life. The solutions to these scenarios are not appealing, and I try not to think about them. I don't think you can change who you are, that is expecting a lot. But perhaps you can learn to cope? There's a lot of anti-anxiety meds out there that the drug companies are just aching to sell . . .

[h i]

make pledges with people. thats what i do when im feeling lame. it helps. like, fictionalize a few years later and be like, if were both single, lets get married and live this kind of life, and theyre like, ya okay.

[Just_Some_Dude]

i figure we're all going to rot in the eternal cold of an ever-expanding universe. might as well enjoy what you can in the meantime.

[Lonesome Crow]

Stop thinking so much....

One foot in yesterday, one foot in tommorrow and pissing all over today.

All you have is NOW...when you get to tomorrow you're always going to be in the now.
Ten years from now...you'll be awaken in the now.

Lonliness is a chioce. A feeling, a habit, an addiction, a life style.

Stop figthing it....what you resist persist. Accept your loniness and just let go.
It 'll actaully go through you...if you let go.
You gotten comfortiable with it for so long...you'll probably ask yourself...How in the fuck am I going to live if I'm not lonely? lol

Just make a simple chioce to BE happy now.
Be in the moment..Good things will come to you...Or rather you'll be more aware of life and happiness
becuase you're thoughts anrn't dominate be fears and loniness.
You mind can only be dominate by one thing at a time. if you have been doing this for a while...it simply be came a pattern, routine
or habitual for you....that is all. Your mind is simply on auto pilot, then you bascailly react and live in accordance to how you think or belive.

You are not youtr thought...You have thoughts.

First things first...You gatta empty out the cup before you fill it with something new...Just let go or release it.
Then follow through with positive actions...

Or you can live as if you dying....
you know that's why some people ask...what do you want to do if this is the last day of your life??
Will...do that. Live it like that one day at a time , for the rest of your life.
Just for today...chose to be happy. Keep this positive attitude...keep this flame alive...no matter what.
When you get up tomorrow...tell yourself and do the samething...Just for today BE Happy.
If you do this everyday for 10 years, 20 years. Well, in 20 years...you'll BE happy...Make sense?
The process is neatrual...your mind will be on autopilot of having happy thoughts and feelings after it becomes habitual for you to BE happy.
If you can't do it for a full day...Do it for a half a day...then start your day over again anything you want...It's your life. You can start your day over anytime...you're free to do so.

[ThisGuy]

just know that it wont get any better unless you put in the effort. but your probably already know that.

[androidhippy]

You're 20, most people feel that way when they're 20, it's the most stressful time in your life. You're just out of high school, maybe in college, maybe working, maybe both, you're in a state of independence limbo where you're still dependent on family for some things but are also making decisions for yourself. You're not done growing yet, so don't even bother thinking about life at 30, you'll never guess what it will be like because the you at 30 will be someone completely different. Just set some goals, experiment with what makes you happy, take your time, and don't worry. It'll all work out.

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(03-10-2010 03:23 PM)ThisGuy Wrote:  just know that it wont get any better unless you put in the effort. but your probably already know that.

Wow, if that's actually what you look like you've got a golden ticket man, impressive. I did some weight lifting in high school but just to get some tone, women seem to love a guy with a nice chest.

[niki_gal84]

I feel the same way...I dunno why...I dunno whats wrong with me past few days.....I just dunno why

[Just_Some_Dude]

(03-10-2010 04:15 PM)androidhippy Wrote:  Wow, if that's actually what you look like you've got a golden ticket man, impressive. I did some weight lifting in high school but just to get some tone, women seem to love a guy with a nice chest.

it is actually him. he got that buff by eating small unsuspecting children for breakfast!