Feeling so lonely right now. Missing someone I need a hug ....sob sob......I'm missing a human touch so much. .... Nothing seems to be working for me right now. It is so difficult to survice if you are not a social person, if you can't kiss your boss' butt, if you have nobody to talk to, nobody to trust, nobody to spend time with....you start growing old, start looking ugly and things are even worse. People talk to you when you are beautiful, happy, laughing, making others laugh, as long as you have something to offer to them. And if you are not type of person nobody cares. When you realize you are good for nothing... what do you do? I wish I could just die. I'm so useless. God, please take me with you I'm so ready to go. I have no purpose left, there is no reason why I should live.

Just some time ago I was ok, and suddenly I don't know what I happened to me. I feel like getting drunk and not go to work tomorrow. I'm so tired of hypocrite people. Why I'm feeling so low? Am I lonely? Am I jealous? I wish I could express myself better.

Sorry guys, I didn't know what to do hence this thread....

sorry ur feeling this way.

*HUG*!!!

Feeling so lonely right now. Missing someone I need a hug ....sob sob......I'm missing a human touch so much. .... Nothing seems to be working for me right now. It is so difficult to survice if you are not a social person, if you can't kiss your boss' butt, if you have nobody to talk to, nobody to trust, nobody to spend time with....you start growing old, start looking ugly and things are even worse. People talk to you when you are beautiful, happy, laughing, making others laugh, as long as you have something to offer to them. And if you are not type of person nobody cares. When you realize you are good for nothing... what do you do? I wish I could just die. I'm so useless. God, please take me with you I'm so ready to go. I have no purpose left, there is no reason why I should live.

Just some time ago I was ok, and suddenly I don't know what I happened to me. I feel like getting drunk and not go to work tomorrow. I'm so tired of hypocrite people. Why I'm feeling so low? Am I lonely? Am I jealous? I wish I could express myself better.

Sorry guys, I didn't know what to do hence this thread....

i know how you feel. as life goes on people tend to walk away from me and fuck me over, including that "ex-special someone" as a cause and effect i've lost self-confidence, full of bitterness and lost faith in people. becoming antisocial more and more i stopped going out. PEOPLE ARE FUCKIN FAKE. even if they act like they are your friend, you can instinctively tell if they are real friends. i dont have real friends that i can trust and talk about my personal shit with. i just spent my 21st birthday alone and NOT celebrating at bars or partying like other people. becoming bitter and bitter. ive been on this board on and off because i thought i could fight the loneliness and in the end, ive always failed. BUT you kno what, i can look into myself in the mirror and be OK with myself, i tell myself in the mirror in my head "this guy's ok, hes a genuine person without scheming shit all the time. will do anything for his friends....etc"

i do that when i feel like shit. its weird but sometimes it helps sometimes it doesnt. but be strong. we all need to be.

Wish I could help in some way...........really

A *BIG HUG* to you . Really sorry that you have to feel this way, i feel this way for a long time too . Hope ir gets better!

You could talk more about it here. Tell more of what happened to you and how you feel about it.

Thanks a lot everyone. I really appreciate your replies. I will write more about this as soon as I get a chance. In short....I'm going through divorce right now ...looking at other happy people I'm feeling miserable. I'm 30 something, started to look lil old and ugly, so I guess it is going to be difficult to find someone to spend my life with. I know beauty is not everything, but let's face it it does matter. I'm slowly shutting myself off. Scared to get into any relationship and lose it all over again. Even in my professional life it's the same story.....Tired of being failure at everything. Anyways, I have to go to office now, will write more when I get back.

Thanks a lot everyone once again for reading my post. I'm feeling better now

Hugs.

I know exactly how you feel......the fear of spending your latter years alone is absolutely dreadful.

I sympathise with you, as I am in the same situation (except my divorce has gone through)

Hope you feel better soon.