finally i found a forum that i can cherish and treasure. i'm lonely. everyone is. sometimes i get so lonely that i feel like i'm in a massive despondent void. nihility is what i feel. sometimes i cut myself just to feel the pain. the pain feels good. i hate everyone and there are a very few people who can understand me. i'm a sojourner wandering the vast limitless void. my world is bleak and dark and raw. i hope to find some similar people here. i'm silverblackvoid. hello to everyone at a lonely life.