| Starting out the New Year with Suicidal Thoughts! |
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Zorg Unregistered MyMood: None Points:
| Starting out the New Year with Suicidal Thoughts!
I don't know if it was and the persistent questioning of what I did on New Years Eve, or maybe the pitiful lies I told people I did. But this past week has been really difficult when it comes to my social retardation, so much that I've been thinking about taking a .44 aspirin 
Well, misery loves company, anyone else have a particularly lonely, regrettable New Years Eve? |
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| 01-04-2008 05:01 PM | |
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Kristen Unregistered MyMood: None Points:
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I ve been spending 5 past new years eves almost alone , have no one to go to Time square with...to see that ball drop....lol
whats .44aspirin? |
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| 01-04-2008 06:47 PM | |
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frey12 Member    Posts: 228 Group: Registered Joined: Dec 2007 Status: Offline Reputation
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I imagine hes talking about a .44 bullet. And I havent ever had anyone which could just be that i dont value the people I dont have, or dont know how to treat them. Either way it was cold outside E.M.E and i had a cold! So I didnt see it either. I had become engulfed in my own hatred, disappointment, anger, and the only way I could handle it was to become apathetic about everything. |
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| 01-04-2008 07:52 PM | |
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Colette Admitted Francophile      Posts: 624 Group: Registered Joined: Jul 2006 Status: Away Reputation
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I think this time of the year is hard for everyone. The money's gone, the partying done, and everything is quiet. Makes me feel blah and can't wait for this to pass. "Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for truth." - Benjamin Disraeli |
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| 01-05-2008 12:12 AM | |
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NeverMore can be quite cuddly       Posts: 1,765 Group: Registered Joined: Nov 2007 Status: Offline Reputation
MyMood:  Points: 402.47 [View Inventory] | RE: Starting out the New Year with Suicidal Thoughts!
Colette is right, this time of year is hard on a lot of people, things will get better if we can make it past this period of time, Spring is coming
How are you today Zorg? To every word of love I heard you whisper, the raindrops seem to play a sweet refrain
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| 01-05-2008 03:21 AM | |
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lonewolf Member     Posts: 129 Group: Registered Joined: Jan 2008 Status: Offline Reputation
MyMood:  Points: 111.70 [View Inventory] | RE: Starting out the New Year with Suicidal Thoughts!
Although i too spent the new year alone too, i do agree with the above 2 posts, couldnt put it better. Without the rocks, the stream would lose its song |
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| 01-05-2008 04:26 AM | |
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