Etherealed
New member
Hello, pretty obvious why I'm here.
I accidentally stumbled upon a thread the other day where every single post sounded like me. So, I decided to make an account. Forums are nostalgic to me at this point so it's somewhat comforting?
I'm a perpetually unwilling loner. Every time I think I have "friends" or any feelings of inclusion or belonging, the people vanish with no explanation or do something bad enough to me that I have to walk away. The last year has completely shattered any sense of self worth I may have had and I honestly can't figure out if I have ever had a real friend. Part of me suspects that I keep getting exploited for one reason or another, but that's way too depressing to think about so I try not to.
So, yeah. Not sure if I'll be very active but here I am.
I accidentally stumbled upon a thread the other day where every single post sounded like me. So, I decided to make an account. Forums are nostalgic to me at this point so it's somewhat comforting?
I'm a perpetually unwilling loner. Every time I think I have "friends" or any feelings of inclusion or belonging, the people vanish with no explanation or do something bad enough to me that I have to walk away. The last year has completely shattered any sense of self worth I may have had and I honestly can't figure out if I have ever had a real friend. Part of me suspects that I keep getting exploited for one reason or another, but that's way too depressing to think about so I try not to.
So, yeah. Not sure if I'll be very active but here I am.
