- work so I can save money to be able to get into a University program sometime in the future - to give my mother, grandmother, and sister some company and help them with things around the house or with their lives outside of home - go for a long jog just to be active and get my body to do something else besides walking or doing the daily things I do
The fact that I have to go to the bathroom, the fact that I have to eat breakfast, and that I wouldnt want to stay around the house moping around all day long, so get up just to see what the day has in store for me. Sometimes good, sometimes bad.
"I was thinking about how disjointedly time seemed to flow, passing in a blur at times, with single images standing out more clearly than others. And then, at other times, every second was significant, etched in my mind."
"Time passes, even when it seems imposible. When each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise, it passes unevenly in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does."
The fact that I have to go to the bathroom, the fact that I have to eat breakfast, and that I wouldnt want to stay around the house moping around all day long, so get up just to see what the day has in store for me. Sometimes good, sometimes bad.
Well yes, specifically what gets me up is having to go to the bathroom. Overall is the fact that if I don't get up and go to work I will not be able to pay for my rent, cable, cell phone, clothing, food, electricity, clothing. I have no one to turn to so I do not have a choice about whether to get up and go to work.