(06-03-2015, 08:38 AM)TheSkaFish Wrote: [ -> ] (06-03-2015, 01:39 AM)ladyforsaken Wrote: [ -> ]Today's been a weird day. Had 4 strangers talk to me at the hospital. One of which I do see around a lot and we give acknowledging nods to each other when we pass by since we see each other so often.. but we never talked. They all approached me today, strangely.
I don't want to lead a life like theirs. If only I could know what my future holds with this disease being apart of me. So I'll know what to do and not waste my time on things that don't really matter. They spend so much of their life in that place. It's like a neverending loop of battling something so stupid and evil. That isn't.. a life at all.
I hear you. But you have to keep on keeping on, you know?
((((hugs))))
Thanks, Ska. *hug*
I'm afraid that's all I can do.
I clearly feel that I exhausted my usefulness...but would anyone have the bluntless of telling it to me?
I hope I can get some sleep tonight, after the last two crappy nights. Maybe I should stop watching the movie.
I'm hoping I can find someone soon with whom I'll feel a real connection as I don't feel for some time now x)
I was doing really well with it all and I know I will get past this blip. Why did hearing him tell you that feel like a kick in the stomach? Is it him saying "He just wants to look after you and protect you" is that because I wish someone wanted to do that for me. I don't know, nevermind.
I don't even know, my brain is so confused right now...
Clean shaven...it's been a while since I put my head through this, but it's an interesting sight again. Except for the couple of scratches.
Shall I have muesli or wild musrooms on toast for breakfast?
I don't know what it is yet, but something seems off about you.
I feel like shit, I think I have Vertigo. Today is going to be fun then.