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I really don't know what to write, but I just feel so alone and in need of a friend or whatever.
The holidays are getting closer, and the depression is getting worse. Anyone close to me just brushes it off.
Open to meaningful chat about hobbies, art, games, just whatever.
 
I really don't know what to write, but I just feel so alone and in need of a friend or whatever.
The holidays are getting closer, and the depression is getting worse. Anyone close to me just brushes it off.
Open to meaningful chat about hobbies, art, games, just whatever.
Ok, seeing as we are all the dreams of the mind's eye, viewing ourselves subjectively through the myriad of time and space. What, and I'll repeat that for clarity. What, fruit would you be, and why?
 
What fruit? Hmmm, maybe an orange? Idk why, maybe because I like oranges. Or a strawberry cause they're cute for a fruit.
 
I really don't know what to write, but I just feel so alone and in need of a friend or whatever.
The holidays are getting closer, and the depression is getting worse. Anyone close to me just brushes it off.
Open to meaningful chat about hobbies, art, games, just whatever.
Oh my god, I feel you, I feel the same way. I recently had to transfer schools here is a quick elaboration...

I used to have friends, a girlfriend, and a decent reputation. At least until a "Friend" decided to lie to my girlfriend with the intent to sabotage our relationship. Soon, I was told she was thinking of going transgender. I was like...

"Okay, I hope she is certain about her decision. Because this is not something to be taken lightly."

I did not want her to know my reaction for I am afraid she'll be hurt. I told my "friend" to zip it, but he did not just spill the beans, he also twisted my words into an angry attack against my girlfriend. Please note, that this entire time i did not have a phone. My parents said that i am not safe with a phone, but their anti-phone measures are what allowed the traitor to stab me in the back and get away with it.

It gets worse, my gf soon thought I hated her. So I tried to sort things out only to be ghosted. And I have also been rejected from my group, gossiped about, smeared on Instagram and discord, and became known as a hater. But i did not do anything wrong, I only was concerned for my gf. It got so bad, I had to transfer schools. I lost everything to a lie. I am in full sympathies with the LGBTQIIA+ movement and their beliefs in tolerance and acceptance. But I am not a fan of the zealotry.I am constantly hated for being white, straight, and reasonable.

The moral of the story, do not show too much of your soft side, they'll be able to wound you more easily.


If you want to talk to me, by all means, go ahead, I could definitely use somebody to spill out to
 
Oh my god, I feel you, I feel the same way. I recently had to transfer schools here is a quick elaboration...

I used to have friends, a girlfriend, and a decent reputation. At least until a "Friend" decided to lie to my girlfriend with the intent to sabotage our relationship. Soon, I was told she was thinking of going transgender. I was like...

"Okay, I hope she is certain about her decision. Because this is not something to be taken lightly."

I did not want her to know my reaction for I am afraid she'll be hurt. I told my "friend" to zip it, but he did not just spill the beans, he also twisted my words into an angry attack against my girlfriend. Please note, that this entire time i did not have a phone. My parents said that i am not safe with a phone, but their anti-phone measures are what allowed the traitor to stab me in the back and get away with it.

It gets worse, my gf soon thought I hated her. So I tried to sort things out only to be ghosted. And I have also been rejected from my group, gossiped about, smeared on Instagram and discord, and became known as a hater. But i did not do anything wrong, I only was concerned for my gf. It got so bad, I had to transfer schools. I lost everything to a lie. I am in full sympathies with the LGBTQIIA+ movement and their beliefs in tolerance and acceptance. But I am not a fan of the zealotry.I am constantly hated for being white, straight, and reasonable.

The moral of the story, do not show too much of your soft side, they'll be able to wound you more easily.


If you want to talk to me, by all means, go ahead, I could definitely use somebody to spill out to
I'm sorry you had to deal with all that. I totally understand. Hope you're well.
 
Now that it's after the holidays, how are you feeling? Still lonely?

I wouldn't say no to a possible friend so yeah, drop me a pm anytime.
 
Now that it's after the holidays, how are you feeling? Still lonely?

I wouldn't say no to a possible friend so yeah, drop me a pm anytime.
Still very lonely, still very depressed. Everyday is just a thought about how I shouldn’t be here. Thanks. Whenever I DM, I feel like I’m being the worthless and annoying trash that I am.
 
Still very lonely, still very depressed. Everyday is just a thought about how I shouldn’t be here. Thanks. Whenever I DM, I feel like I’m being the worthless and annoying trash that I am.


We are in the same boat. I don't do any holidays. To me just another day. Even if i had friends and family and had a perfect life i'd still not do any holidays. That's just the way i am. I actually don't have anyone around me at all. Don't have a good life. Got discarded like trash in the past, presently being ignored like invisible garbage. Not worthless, not depressed, have too much stuff going on, no time for depression lol, but very hurt and sad because of how i'm being treated where i am now. I also wanted just a friend and nothing more. Can't even get time of day. No matter how good i am to others.
 
Still very lonely, still very depressed. Everyday is just a thought about how I shouldn’t be here. Thanks. Whenever I DM, I feel like I’m being the worthless and annoying trash that I am.
Annoying trash, I am willing to debate. But worthless, nah, I'm not seeing any evidence of that. ✌❤🇬🇧
 
We are in the same boat. I don't do any holidays. To me just another day. Even if i had friends and family and had a perfect life i'd still not do any holidays. That's just the way i am. I actually don't have anyone around me at all. Don't have a good life. Got discarded like trash in the past, presently being ignored like invisible garbage. Not worthless, not depressed, have too much stuff going on, no time for depression lol, but very hurt and sad because of how i'm being treated where i am now. I also wanted just a friend and nothing more. Can't even get time of day. No matter how good i am to others.
Holidays are not fun and I’m glad they’re over for now. I’m just so tired of everything. It’s a good thing you don’t have the time for depression, because the honeysuckle takes any life out of you.
 

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