Recent content by arekkusu

I cutted mine hair.

May I join?

An ex-girlfriend called me "overly logical" which is about the biggest compliment I've ever received. I'm extremely analytical, like, I need to understand the world around me or I feel disoriented. Sometimes it's difficult because I become overstimulated or I can't sleep or w/e but having an...

Blue I think! They look kinda grey in that picture though. I hate relying on jank mirror selfies but like, obviously I'm not hanging out with people ever or getting in photos that way.

When I get depressed I buy stuff perhaps unwisely. Not really to the extent of it being a major problem but when you feel down about your life you start to get that desperation to change something, anything. Also when I was in late teens and early twenties I had some pretty bad body dysmorphia...

Okayyyy. No, this is not my grimy mirror nor my grimy bathroom, it was just convenient.

I have autism and I kind of get it. I'm constantly stuck between feeling lonely, and feeling like I couldn't possibly tolerate a connection with another person. Whenever my lonliness pushes me over the edge and I try to talk to other people, I find that any connection I make with a person is a...

Ugh I wish I could delete my post, I felt really depressed when I wrote it and kinda just divulged my whole life story. And I get too embarrassed to even read replies. I'm really sorry...

To be honest, I really did not like Downpour. I thought it was laughably bad. I've played every Silent Hill game besides minor spinoffs like Play Novel and that one weird dungeon crawling game. My opinion is that the first two games are both masterpieces, and the third game is good, but every...

When I was very young, both of my parents went into psychiatric care and I had abusive foster parents When I was ten I was diagnosed with autism In school I always avoided people... All my free time I hid in the toilets. My school had an autism unit with a big lockable toilet room and one of...

Thank you, both of you! I apologise in advance if I become unstable... the last few times I've tried to be active in any kind of online community I ended up losing my mind a little... but I'll be nice to people so long as they're nice to me.

Silent Hill 1&2 are the only games that scare me, and I'm the kind of guy that isn't scared of anything usually. I keep meaning to replay 2 but the PC version keeps breaking on me even with the fan patch

For many reasons, I'm a loner. I don't have any friends and I find people incredibly difficult to deal with. Part of me wants to have friends, but at the same time I can barely tolerate people, I hate them. So I don't know what to do. Anyway. I will try to post and not be too obnoxious while...