Recent content by az85029gal

Thank you for those words, sometimes it takes seeing someone else point out the obvious for it to be obvious to you too. I appreciate you.

The lonely life I have been surviving due to my brother's presence.  He having lost his wife and children estranged.  This little brother that I have taken care of since forever, this little brother that my father instructed me was my responsibility "If he comes home crying you had better too"...

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Hello, I live in Phoenix, Arizona am a 54 year old female who devoted herself to a family that no longer needs her.  Don't have any real friends anymore.  Would love to have some to chat with or message.   Promise to be a low maintenance kind of friend lol

Thank you for sharing your story and incredible artwork. You are very talented.

Please excuse the length of this, I was told journaling was a good way to acknowledge feelings and emotions when you have no one to talk to but it just made me feel bitchy and whiny and truthfully those things are damned depressing.  Knowing I still need to work on those things to move forward I...

Where and Now   Where once was bright. Now is dull. Where once time pushed, Now it does pull   Where once was a friend. Now a stranger does sit. Where once just a beginning. Now almost quit   Where once was so sure. Now is quite lost. Where once all was free. Now does come with a cost.   Where...

I could not be happier that I have re-discovered this site.  I had started to feel as if I was the only person in the whole world who felt this way.  I don't know why it seems so much easier to become isolated and detached from society than when I was younger.  I guess all our technological...

Wouldn't you know it, I finally reached out and before I could even read your kind responses, another family member needed my help. Unfortunately, my little brother's wife died suddenly they truly had a love story and of course he is devastated and I lost a dear friend that I was closer to than...

Unfortunately, I have had to deal with quite a lot of betrayal in my life I am also a woman of good size and enormous strength.  I learned in my early teens that I like to hit people when my fist would score a direct hit it was better than any drug I ever took.  The skillset that I was born with...

I have always believed that there is someone out there for everyone and even though it is harder as the years go by to be a 100% believer in that theory, in order for me to keep going I have to hold onto hope. So I am a 68% believer in that now, but that is still pretty good odds.

Yes, but only with lots of liquor in it and only between Thanksgiving and New Years. Do you like clowns?

Hello to all, I first registered on the forum almost four years ago... but I was still in such denial then that I never even posted one hello message.  I saved the site to my bookmarks and continued denying my lonely existence.  Four wasted years later and the only thing that has changed is...