behindblueyes

I am 59 and do not know where it all went. Married 30+ years for the kids and economic reasons and afraid to be alone. I have 2 kids but ive always been a bad comnicator so not too close, I owned a dairy queen for a long time but sold it and now do janitor work. feeel like life a total waste bad choices and been taking anti dep for yrs but my place in life is dedpressing, hope i did not ruin your day